A smile on my face....

This weekend is full of unexpected surprises.... Woke up this morning early coz was sleeping in the living room. Brush my teeth and went to my room to take a look at Armii. Sleeping soundly but she woke up in a while and said that the little birds outside my room woke her up at 7.30am haha.... Dad bought some breakfast back and we have breakfast together... after that I prepared myself to go church and Armii stayed behind to surf the net. Dad told me that today there are 6 hongkong gers coming and we are suppose to play host. They are on an exchange program from the Hongkong Uni and some of them goin to stay over at my house. BUT at least, I get to sleep in my own room coz they will stay in the guest room. phew... Anyway, they spoke cantonese and I can't realli understand except for bits and pieces... juz replied them with the limited canto that Jiayin taught me...

In ther afternoon, basically, I was the driver all the way ferrying them ard and waiting to pick them up to the next destination. At night we went to Yishun to have the "Frog"porridge. Damm nice coz the weather was cold and everything turned out well.. too bad Armii couldn't come as her sis bought her dinner already and she was goin to sleep again after the dinner... Xiao Zhu...

I've been wearing a smile on my face ever sinc I reached home from church... hehe... coz Armii left me a note on my table... after reading it, felt happie... juz a simple note with some simple contents but manage to keep me goin until now... wat's the content... shall not say it out... but I had pinned it up on my board so that I can see it as and when... hehehe...

Gotta work again tml... I expect this coming week to be hectic but goin to do these few things...

1) Cut my hair
2) Go book tix for HK trip with Armii
3) Do some healthy activities.

Okie.. that's all folks and I'm goin to slp early tonite and have a sweet sweet dream... hehe... okie.. today's quote got nuthin to do with my post but it's realli a good quote... if people in the world can understand and live by it, the world would indeed be a much nicer place to live in... cheers!!!

Quote: "A heartfelt apology can't change the past, but it can brighten the future"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Believe in love....

Hi all... posting at such a funnie timing. It's 4.33am.. can't sleep.

Went fishing after work with Aaron at taman jurong yesterday. Fished from 8.30 pm to 3 am and caught onli 3... damm bad... but at least we caught something. There were quite a few others that caught nothing. IN the end, we gave all our fishes to some kids who caught nothing...

Went to stay over at his home and we still watched "UNLEASHED" dvd before sleeping. Woke up ard 12 pm as my boss called us. He wanted us to attend a Indonesian Business Centre 5th Anniversary. So I rush home with aaron and I got change, rushed down to paragon to get my coat as the dress code for the ball is tie and coat... Cost me SGD 349 for the coat... haiz... bo bian...

The ball is held at singapore island country club ballroom. There were so many important pple there and me and aaron were the youngest.. but it was realli an eye opener. Saw Thersa Chew from expression, indonesian ministries. there were games, ballroom dancing and we all had an enjoyable time. Left the place at 12 am and went down to DBL O coz there was a mini class gathering. Been a long time. I was so out of place as I was wearing my coat. Haiz....

When I reached there, Armii was already drunk and she was leaning on me until my leg cramp... Arggh... but nvm.. most impt is that she's okie... the rest of ther friends continued dancing and ther gers viomitted one after another... haiz... been through that stage b4... then Armii slept there all the way.. decided that it wasn't right, so ask her if she wanted to go home and slp... and she kept on mumbling that she wans to slp.. okie... but her keys are with another ger who was on the dancefloor... couldn't find her... so ask her if it's okie for her to bunk over my house... fine... so sent her home.... on the way back, she slept like a pig... then when she reached my house, she drop on the bed... then demanded to change clothes (Changer herself) wanted warm milk when I onli got cold one.... so have to heat up the milk... then wanted to remove make up... so I got a hot towel and wipe it off... then complain headache then wasn hot water... then complain hand got cut.. so i put plaster... then complain can't sleep... so tok to her..... Surprisingly, I did all the above for her willingly and happily.... I just wan her to be happie and feel good.... now she slping on my bed... snoring already.... can't get to sleep yet... coz been replying some emails from USA.... now after blogging, starting to feel sleeply... so goin to go to the living room and guard it tonite... guess my dad will be surprised to find me in the living room and armii in my bed tomorrow morning... got some explaining to do... heck.. I'm clean.... nites guys...

Quote: "Beileve in Love, the more you give, the more you will receive" -- JasunZ

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

She's Gone

As the title suggest, someone had left. Left the place but not my heart.

Work today was busy busy. Rushing lots of stuff as usual. It's getting tenser each day working there. Was stress today, so I squeeze the Stress Ball. Had to rush out something for boss hence stayed till 8pm b4 leaving for home. Took a cab home as Iwas goin to meet Gi at the airport. After changing into my slacker clothes, drove down to Changi Airport.

On the way down, I started recalling the moments when we spent together and how fast time flies and how different we are today compared to when I first met her 6 years ago on 4th July 1999. Things had indeed changed and we both had moved on with our own lives. Was glad that we manage to meet up on Tuesday for lunch in town. I decided to go down and sent her off as I didn't want anymore regrets coz you never know when is the next time you will ever see her again. We spent quite a nice time chatting and crapping around. Then as usual, she gave me some advices and I gave her mine. We always do that. I'm happy for her that she quit smoking and is living her life well. Time seems to tick faster and soon time it was for her to leave. At the gate, I felt something. It's a different kind of feeling from last time. Not the kind of Guy & Ger kind of feeling. But the feeling of losing someone whom understands you so well, a friend who knows what you've been through... been through ups and downs with you.... and to think that she is leaving for somewhere so far away pains me. But, Gi got to do wat she wants to do and all I can do is to wait for CNY where she come to my house to have the steamboat we have every year. hehe..... Gave each other a small hug and felt like we never had parted... will pray for her...

She told me that she wish to see the old songen when she come back. I'm trying too... been trying... tried... but since that's her wish, there's no harm becoming someone better. At least in certain ways. I shall try again....

Quote: "Sex is perfectly fine as long as no one gets hurt" -- Giselia Lim

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Past 2 Days

Mmm... this post is kind of late. Didn't post anything yesterday coz did not have anything much to post... so, instead of posting for the sake of posting, I decided not to post... =)

So yesterday, suffered from Post Holiday Blues (PHBs) Was kind of slow in office yesterday. Been feeling abit sick. People ard me all getting the fever cum flu cum sore throat virus. So I'm trying hard not to fall sick. Been buying a bottle of mineral water everyday to drink in office. So what did I do last nite.... erm.. after work came home...

TODAY... reached office, immediately, there was a phone call... People registering for the Conference and seminar that my company is organising. so help to take down details. In total, today, we got over 200 registrants. The ad just went out today and the response is overwhelming. WOW!!!

After work, left office ard 6.30pm and went to Toa Payoh. Meeting Armii there to go apply for the UWA, Bachelor in Comerce program. It's a 2 year part time program. Plus points include being near to my work place (Just 3 stops) and (12 stops) from my home. Nice. But poor Armii. she had to travel 19 stops from Boon lay. Haiz... but got to work hard for future. Was there early, so I walked around and bought some buns from Bread Talk. Was too hungry, so ate one first and kept one for her as well. After applying, we walk around Toa Payoh for a while b4 having dinner at the nearby food court. She wanted to buy some hair serum... so we browse ard those neighbourhood shops and finnaly found one. One small bottle cost $23+ but she happy can le.

Took the train home to woodlands and she alighted with me. Then she took 187 from the interchange as it can stop outside her house. Guess that will be the routine in the future.

So suppose I'm pretty much confirmed that I will be studying in UWA although I already got a place in UOL. So that's my life for the next 2 year. Studies will start in July. KAM - PA - TE!!!

Quote: "Every time you speak, your mind is on parade"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

A grand finale

Okok... so finally, the loooong weekend is over... Enjoyed it....

So, I woke up at ard noon... then found that there was a pac of "Wan ton" mee waiting for me... hehe... ate it and went back to slp till 1pm... then I felt that this was a pure waste of time... so decided to arrange something. called aaron to see if he is on for the super ring thing... he said steady and I called Armii as well.. so I went to fetch aaron, Armii and melvin... drove to the open field near my house and it was damm fun as we all improved alot since the last time we threw. Armii and I did some kite flying as well... she tried the super ring... she could throw it quite well... at least it was straight but lacked the distance.


*Aaron throwing...


*Mel catching


*A diving save...


*Dunno y but Armii went to take pics of my leg... -_-"'


*Our kite... the wind was damm good, so not much difficulty getting the kite up. She spent quite sometime looking for the kite in the sky b4 she manage to take this pic...

After 1 hour plus, we were all tired and sweaty. Proceeded to Woodlands centre to have some desserts. After that we went to causeway point. Then me and Armii left for my house as my dad wanted to use the car. When I reached home then discovered that it was a miscommunication.
-_-".... nvm... I took a bath while she chatted with my mum... damm interesting, they tok about what she doing, is she goin for studies her plans for future... -_-"' Already interviewing her... sianz 0.5... Dunno y my mum so enthu today... anyway, after that, we went for dinner at thecoffe shop for western... I was suppose to eat my cullet but when she saw my cullet, she wanted it... so bo bian... give in a bit... haiz... we then drove to causeway point for movie XXX 2 with aaron and melvin...

the movie is damm nice and keeps u goin throughout the entire 1.5 hours. At least glad to see Armii smiling after the movie coz she is not exactly a movie fan and glad that she enjoyed it. So, sent Armii and melvin home to cck. Then mel, aaron and me had a short chat at the kopitiam b4 I sent aaron home.

After reaching home, found out that my digital cam was not with me.. damm worried that i left it at the field in the afternoon. Got ready my torch etc... then went to the car... good thing I check the compartment... Armii help me put it inside coz she say valuable things, dun leave it lying ard... hehe... heng i not so stupid drive all the way the later to find that it's inside the compartment... wahaha....

Okie... that's all for now and I'm all geared up and ready to work... looking forward to facing the battlefield at orchard again... yup... yup...

Quote: "If you want to be rich, count all the things you have that money can't buy"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Interesting weekend so FAR.....

This weekend is fun...

Friday nite...
Aaron and Ben came to pick me up. Coz after work, I went home first to have dinner and pack my bag as I was goin to stay over at Aaron's place. I brought my safari bed along too.... hehe... We went to catch STAR WARS III : The Revenge of the Sith. I wasn't as good as the first and second episode but it's still a great great show to catch. I've been waiting and waiting for it and finally watched it. hehe.... Now I feel so much FORCE in me and May The Force Be With You... erm... Always.... ahahaha.... after the show all three of us went to aaron place and camp... we play PS2 till about 3 am...

Saturday...
It's rest day for us... so in the morning, we went to West Coast RC for free billard... after that we went to Marina South to look at billard cues. We decided to play with the Aerobie Super Ring. Coz after it was lost at Sentosa last time, it was gone. So Aaron and I shared to buy the ring. There was a large football field, so we play. We had a bit of difficultly starting to play as I had lost quite a bit of skill at throwing... Still remember the GOOD OLD DAYS playing it at Sentosa with Clare and Dennis. hehehe... After around, 30plus mins of playing, we were all tired. Went to have some jucies and we left for Concourse and Boat Quay to look for more billard ques. We then went back to my house and we watch some Dvds. Set off from home around 8.30pm to MS Robertson Square to watch the Man U Vs Arsenal FA Cup Final. Although Man U lost, it was still a great match and in soccer, I had undstood that the better team might not win. Although I was a bit disappointed but it's was Arsenal's Day. Watched a good match... feel happie...

Sunday.....
Went to church in the morning.... After church, I rushed home. Coz Aaron asked if I wanna go JB together... So steady.... Wait wait wait.... Juz feel like breaking the JB story for a while... Below are some of the pics I took from my church.


*Cute little ger... Always want to carry her... hehe


*Garrence.. A little handsome imp...


*Sean Lim... little boy whom I watched him grew up since young


*Jamie Lim... Sean's sis.. we were at Mac Ritchie Nature reserve and she was too tired to walk...

Okok... let's continue the Singapore Story... oops... no... I mean the JB Story...erm... Untold and uncut version... hehe

We met at the custom and after clearing it, we walked across the causeway as there was a heavy jam. When we reached the custom the other side, damm long que.... suddenly got an uncle jio us say pay some money and can get across the custom in 15mins. Mmm.... sounds interesting... So we agreed... we had to pay just RM 10 per person and there was a car waiting. So 5 person squeeze into the car. The car was just parked in front of the custom at the no parking zone...
-_-"'..... So we cleared the custom, without jams and etc... some more fetch us to city square leh...can lar... not bad...

Went to City Square and gave Jiayin a call as she was there too.... Both me and Aaron walked around for a while and guess who we met... Wei Shun and some other Charlie Wing guys... they came back from some Kelong fishing in malaysia... they jio us to go as well but we didn't go... so after all not onli Singapore is a small place... even Malaysia oso small place... hehe...

We were hanging ard the place in City Square that is the Heeren look alike.... Then there was this shop that does wrapping for HP.... I saw this HP fashion thing at JP and was so tempted to do it but it was SGD 40 bucks for it so I didn't. The price at JB is onli RM 50..... hehe... nice... so I choose a Scorpio Design and Blue theme.... and boy... I was damm pleased with the workmanship of it.... Check it out man !!!


*This is the front view


*Back View... the scorpio theme....


*For those who are worried if u can't see the screen, not to worry coz once u on the phone, the picture will become semi transparent.... cool rite... the wrapping acts as an extra layer of protection for scratches etc... u can oso wrap ur digital cameras etc...

After walking around some shops, we decided to move on to Holiday Plaza. We took a cab there and onli cost us RM 6.00... normal rate... coz I asked my JB friend b4 taking it... In case they decided to take me for a Veggi Head... "Cai Tao"... haha... On the taxi, the friendly Indian driver kept on speaking malay to me all the way, I used my limit malay like "Jalan Sehala == One way street", "Bagus == Good", "tidak kanan == No right turn", "boleh == good", "Ha base == Die"and "Terima Kase == Thank you" to converse with him... other than that, when he spoke, I just laughed it off... -_-"' When we reached Holiday Plaza, we proceeded to our favourite and friendly neighbourhood DVD shop and chose ard 25 DVDs. It will be delievered to Singpore soon....

After that, we went we went to watson to buy some tolietries.... it was cheap... hehe... Aaron bought 4 big bottles of Body wash and shampoo.. I onli bought a Hair Spray... hehe... We then went Genki Sushi to eat and spent ard RM 65.... Still remember when me and dennis first went in ourselves... we oso went hte same place... and at Watson, reminds me of Clare and me in Hatyai, goin to Boots a few times a day to buy tolietries... wahahahaha... they will be back soon... hehe...

After that, it was getting late and we cabbed back to Larkin. The custom was damm pack and there was people jamming at the stairs... we took the correct lane in the queue and was faster... then there wa this stupid couple which the guy tried to cut queue... never die b4... I turn ard and "Diao" him... and act "Pai kia" haha... then I purposely jam him and let the indian family pass b4 moving, he tap my shoulder and ask me to move, and I just turned around and diao him, gave him a smirk and ignore.... hahaha... damm good feeling....

Took 170 and came back Singapore.... custom great Aircon... shiok.... walked home from the custom while Aaron went home... Tml will most prod go Sentosa with Ben, Aaron and Melvin... we all got hooked on the super ring and the other day. I'm glad I got some other pple hooked on to Aerobie... hehe... Time to rest and continue watching NARUTO !!!!

*phew... damm long post... Tired...

Quote: "Whenever we fall, it is usually at the point where we think we are strong"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Bitter Mood

dunno y... I'm in one of those mood swings again... pple usually say that onli gers get mood swings... but I guess I'm pretty much different.... i feel very bitter today.... worrying about things that I should not worry about.... thinking of things I should not think about... and thinking too much....

Was nasty to a few people over the phone in office today coz they did the wrong things at the wrong time.... haiz... but not goin to feel gulity... coz they were in the wrong.... work... haiz...

I had totally lost the old Songen that pple knew.... Giselia always tells me that she misses the old songen...the guy she knew in poly.... but I can no longer go back to my former self.... I love a great part of my current self... although I have to admit that there are areas where I feel I should not had changed... but I had.... I'm no longer Songen or en.... I'm Jason now.... a person who is losing his feelings for people... a person who no longer cries when watching touching shows or movies..... a person who is losing his love and patience for kids and children..... a person who's great virtue "patience" is running low..... a person who always have a kind word for others no longer does it.... a soft spoken, shy boy who is now outspoken, wanting to be heard and outgoing..... wat had become of me... I realli dunno wat caused this massive change in me.... I dun smile that much and I can no longer cry.... I lost too much of myself in too short a time....

I feel like letting go of everything and do the things i like and live the real life that I want.... A life that is based on doing what your heart tells you to.... do and learn new things everyday..... make a difference in the lives of others..... it doesn't matter if it's a hard life.... as long as it's fufilling... I'm contented to lead a life like this.... but i can't let go of my current life.... there are still so many things that I wan to achieve... so many things I'm yet to do..... Life......

It's been quite sometime since I wrote such a negative entry... but once again... my blog is where I can find solace in... a place to confide in..... Tomorrow will be better..... when I wake up tomorrow... life still goes on...... nites.....

Quote: "Never be ashamed of bold ideas, honest tears & a loving heart"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Kam - Pa - Te

Tiring day yesterday, that's y no blog. Haiz. Anyway, work b4 lunch was good good as the pace was at my own. After lunch, suddenly got a rush job... need to come up with the list of speakers to present to A government person..... who is it... I can't mention his name or else later I kenna sue..... Haiz... wat's new.... got use to this kind of last minute thing... perhaps this is one aspect of events.

Left office at 8plus and we proceeded to K Box at cineleisure for KTV. Was happily singing and didn't even know that daph call me and Armii sms me... haiz.... then they slp le... so paise... hehe... so nuthin I do can change the price fo the fish.... so I carry on singing till 1plus then took cab home.... when I reached home, was so tired... haiz... now realli damm poor already..... company still owe me a fair bit of money... submit claims so long le, still no return me... haiz... nvm... pay day in less than 10 days time... YEAH!!!!

Oops... the girl from Sing Expo is here... not bad leh... quite cute... hehe.... hahahaha... gotta go for meeting...

Quote: "The fly that buzzes loudest usually gets swatted first."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

The same day 1 year ago....

Today is May 17th 2005. One year ago at this very same day, was a day for me to remember. At this very same day one year ago, I still remember clearly wat day it was 1 year ago. It was May 17th 2004. wahahaha... bo liaoz.....

Anyway, came home early today. left office at 7pm... wah!!!!! Came home find that got some left over dinner... Save $$$ *beams.... Blogging early today so thatI can watch my Naruto VCDs undisturbed. hehe... I know all the stuffs that I need to do for the next few days and I onli pray that there wun be sudden things that will come in... but always the case... *haiz...

Decided to go try UWA... PSB actually bring in this course from UWA with some of the lectures taught by lecturers from Aussie... always wanted UWA so decided to go apply for it. Now just waiting for Armii to decide when to go down... hehe... but she damm nuan... have to wait lor.... nvm lar... I will nag her...

Been quite some time since I last spoke to dennis... guess he's realli busy nowadays.... with studies and "other" stuffs that can't find time.... but gotten used to it.... 2 years of friendship is just worth like dat... haiz...
*The above paragraph is written purposely to spite Dennis into contacting me. It does not convey wat the writer actually feels. Names had not been changed to protect anyone.

Clarence is another one.... got problem then call me, or else silence.... haiz... 2 years of friendship... a bowl of rice.... and 1 extra nite in the Brunei Jungle... means nuthin.....
*The above paragraph is wat I realli feel, not writing to spite Clare onli.... Names had been changed from Wild Boar to Clarence to protect someone.

So I shall conlcude now.... Time for NARUTO!!!!

Quote: "Learn how to love an impertfect person perfectly... not finding someone perfect to love"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Weekend over

On Sunday, after church, went down to Bugis to look for Armii... coz she there doing her hair... reached at around 1.30 pm... long time no take bus le... so kind of blur... then she say need another hour... so i go play CS... long time no play... but still got a bit of skills left.... then i stop playing... thinking that she finishing... but in the end, waited till 5pm then she finish... never mind lar... grils do hair is like that one... so I bought a box of tako pachi octopus balls and we secretly eat on the bus. Sent her to bukit panjang and she change bus coz she got to go home for dinner... haiz... so that's how I spent my sunday... but nevermind, seeing her happie lookn on her face, i happie liao... at least I now know she feeling better le and had become stronger... my job is almost done....

Monday seems happie for everyone in the office... today's pace is just perfect for monday... but tml will be a die die day... coz damm alot of things to be done and deadlines to meet.... haiz... so I goin to watch my volume 05 of Naruto... I bought volume 1 ~ 7 yesterday... hehe....

Nites all.... 3 more days to the end of the Saga.... Star Wars...

Quote: "Love in return for love is natural, but love in return for hate is supernatural"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

A Nice ending...

Juz came back abt 1 hour plus ago.

In the morning, rch office ard 9 plus. Bought breakfast coz was damm hungry. Affter that war started again, preparing stuffs for the Harbin Exhibition. Everything finally settled down and we left office at 1pm. Went home straight, was suppose to slp but ended up replying some emails and no time to sleep. Left home ard 4pm to CCK to meet Armii. Took 187 down and waited for her below her house. After that, we took 960 to suntec. We went there for a study fair. At the fair, I happen to chance upon some potential contacts for my exhibition and started toking to them while Armii was finding out more on studies. After exhanging some name cards, I joined in the session on the UWA program. Found out that actually UWA courses are being offered by PSB and the lecturers are from Aussie it self. Nice. Realli interested and the study location is at Toa Payoh. So near to office. should be good.

After that, we wanted to hav dinner at the steamboat thingy but there was a long que. So in the end, we went country manna. After dinner, we walked ard Suntec as Armii wanted to buy some clothes. Walk here and there, seems nuthin much to buy... So in the end, we walked back to Secret Recipe to get ourselves a Marble cheese cake and a new york cheese cake. Was damm filling and we couldn't finish it.

After that, we walked to esplanade to catch a bus back. On the way back, actually, we wanted to slp all the way, ended up we both chatted all the way and we both were yawning throughout. Both of us work until damm tired. After sending her home, I took bus home and was nodding all the way. But still reached home safe and sound... now juz drank some milk and will knock out anytime now... Nites all...

Quote: "Don't settle for being what you used to be or have been. Keep reaching for what You can yet become"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Friday The 13th

It's indeed Friday the 13th. Everything just went wrong. Nuthin went right at work. So many things came up and out of no where. shit man... but glad I came thru it, a better person. Suppose to be on off tml but my boss ask me to come back last minute, coz someone flying off on a promotional trip to Harbin and we have to settle the items for the exhibtion and the air tics, hotels etc... haiz... this job is realli getting on my nerves as I'm forever multi tasking and forever doing OT without getting OT pay.... haiz.... but wat to do... I choose this path... I will take it postively that its the part of my life where I'm being drill... at least now I know abt marketing, telecomms, coporate comms, doin publications, PR, sales strategy, EQ and most importantly, OFFICE POLITICS.... hehe.... I luv it... haha... *evil....

Left work at 9pm and went to west coast RC to play billard with ben and aaron. Now at aaron house blogging... haiz.... dun worri, I'm not gay.. relac k.... okie... gotta sleep soon... tml hav to work.... buaiz...

Quote: "Love for a reason and let the reason be Love"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Can I have 25 hours everyday?

Busy busy busy... very busy.

I wanted to blog last nite but was too tired, not physically but mentally. Reached home ard 7.45 pm last nite. Was suppose to meet Armii at JP for dinner but in the end, no car so can't meet her coz Dad say he goin out. When I reached home, then he tell me that I can use the car coz He decided not to go out in the end... Again... haiz... Armii already on the way home so not point. In the end, I cooked myself some food.... Armii told me not to cook Maggi Mee, coz bad for health... so I listen and I cook Indo Mee instead.... Oops.... Then suddenly felt like doing something out of the blue, so I faster cook an egg and heated the bread in the oven. I packed it in a box and drove down to her house to wait for her to come home. She was so shocked and I think I over did it... haiz... Oops....

After that, I left and met up with Aaron and Ben for billard at WCRC.

Today is another busy day. Multi managing. I decided to stop working at 6pm and start to blog. Getting a different feeling. hehe... So I will be goin for Billard again... hehe...

That's all folks. Knock off time.

Quote: "To forget the elderly is to ignore the Wisdom of the Years"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Revival

Today is another busy busy day. Stayed over at Aaron's place last nite after playing soccer till ard 11pm. We watched Lemony Snickets, "A series of unfortunate events" After the show, we were asking wat was the story trying to tell us. After that we both knock out.

Work was rushing here, rushing there, went to bras brasah to collect Company stamp and have lunch... it started to rain and both of us like idiots standing in the rain trying to get a cab until we decided that the rain was getting heavier and it would be a fantastic idea to wait at the bus stop for a taxi... hahaha.... work all the way till 6 plus... seems like i'm doin OT everyday... juz that got no OT pay... smart... put an "Executive" there then dun hav OT.... I rather dun hav the word "Executive" and collect OT... hehe...

Came home... on the way home, got seat on MRT... damm heng... dunno y... then I heard this song.... The Reason by Hoobastank. I had heard this song so many times... but this time, I realli concentrate on the lyrics and understand it... I felt that the song just relates to me. What I'm feeling, almost everyday, since that fateful day when I saw her backview. I thought I got over everything...I indeed moved on, like I always do, but a part of me was left behind..... When I replay this song and listen not to the music by the lyrics again, my heart juz went cold. The similar pain that I felt sometime ago was back and it felt just like yesterday. Came home and had the urge to jog to vent all the fustration built up in me plus all the stress I'm facing at work. Felt so much better after the jog. I used to hate jogging but I juz found out that as I was jogging, I had plenty of time to think thru watever was bugging me and I could think clearly rather than sitting down. I think I shall go jogging regularly.... hehe...

Came home, rested, bath and cook dinner.... after dinner, had some jack daniels.... chat with boss on some work.... think gotta sleep early tonite... kind of tired... tml another long day.... Attached below is the song that enlighten me and prompt me to clear my mind.

Hoobastank - The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so, I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Quote: "Happily ever after begins today"- Giselia Lim

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

A New Week Ahead

Haloooo.... 2nd post of the day... goin to slp soon anyway.... Juz finished doing my quiet time. Hehe... reading my bible... so gotta slp soon... Went down to pass Armii her stuff and oso some pressie for her mum for mothers day.

After that came home and started chatting wif Daph over the phone. Nice catching up after such a long time... knew her during Sec 3.... but didn't realli speak to her.... we spoke for about 1 hours plus... I guess this single teleconversation of ours can easily be longer compared to the amount of conversation I had with her when we were in sec sch for 2 years... hahaha..

Anyway, the new week is coming... things to look out for will be the sat where I'M NOT WORKING.... hehe....

Time to slp now....nites little boys and gers....

Quote: "Happiness is a Choice"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

A Great End to the Week

Saturday went to work as usual. Planned to leave ard 1230 but in the end had to work till 3pm haiz... nvm.. anyway, went home, was watching Up Close with PM Lee then I didn't know wat happened... When I woke up, it was ard 7pm. I checked my hp and saw 2 sms from Armii. Was suppose to go out together to get mothers day pressie. Faster call her and told her that I will be down her house in 10 mins. hehe.. but hungry, so I cook myself Curry Maggi Noodles. And went bath... haha... then eat noodles... When I left house, she sms to ask me where I am... oops... good thing her mood good... so she ask me take my time.... Phew....

We went down to Taka and browse thru L'OCCITANE to find some skin care products for my mum... thanks to her... or else I will buy the same thing which I bought for her last year... hehe... spent quite some time testing out various stuffs...

After that, we went crystal jade bakery to buy some bread and drinks and sat outside Taka to eat... decided to go Bakers Inn at ONE Fullerton to chill but halfway thru the drive, started raining... so we went Mr Bean at Selegie instead... steady... got soccer... so we sat down and watch... After that, kind of late and I wan to rush back for the Man U Match oso.... so i sent her home and went back..... Maximise saturday.... hehe...

Morning went church and we had both Mother and Father day celebration... after that we had potluck.... Went to CCK Stadium to play table tennis with aaron.... after that come home... tried to search for a photo... A photo of me in South View Pre Primary. Coz it happened that both me and Armii were from the same pre primary school... And we wanted to know if we knew each other back then.... hehe... But in the end, I found nuthin... the photo muz had been lost.. haiz... sianz...

Dad juz bought dinner back home... so gotta go eat now... damm hungry.... so that's all guys... take care...

Quote: "The furthest distance between a couple is sitting beside her and knowing you can't be with her"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Kingdom of Mine

Now blogging at Aaron's house. haha... Armii muz be saying waz goin on between Aaron and me.... No lar... juz that jus now went went watch Kingdom of Heaven and then until 12 midnite, so decided to bunk over at his house since goin to work tml. Kingdom of Heaven is a nice show. The plot is not say very fantastic but the scene set up and th visual effects is great. A 2 hours plus show but enjoyanble. I recommend this to those who like shows like Troy, LOTR. NICE...

So the entire week had been busy busy.... not much time to catch up with Jiayin at all. Sorri ger.... Went to play billard last nite and after that Ben send me home. This weekend is Mothers Day, so I shall celebrate it instead of goin out.

Office is juz like a battlefield everyday and nowadays, my lunch is onli 30mins at most coz eating lunch is juz to fill my stomach and no longer a time to rest from work... today worse, pack lunch to office. Gotta rush out a few more stuffs tml and submit to some Indians in India. hehe.. Thou this job is veri taxing, it indeed teaches me many many stuffs. I'm so glad I got this job and I in fact take pride in this Event that I'm doin. Perhaps I shall post my event website here. Please do visit www.ihfec.com

IHFEC 2005 is an International Healthcare Facilities Exhibition & Conference held in Singapore Expo Hall 2 from 31st August to 2 September 2005. This event is only opened to trade visitors and delegates. This events targets the emerging healthcare market from around Asia and even as far as Middle East. It aims to be the one stop Healthcare Facilites solution using Singapore as a platform. For those people out there who happen to stumble upon my blog and is interested in this event, please feel free to drop me a mail jason@ihfec.com I will be more than glad to assist you.

Enough of work... haha.... as if anyone would actually read my blog. Erm.. Yuening, if you still read my blog, do let me know if you have you blog so I can link it as well....

Okie, perhaps time to slp and I shall think of what I will be doin tml after work...... Nice...

Quote: "The task ahead of you is never as great as the Power within you"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

A 13 Inch Long Day....

Had a tired tired day. Left office around 10plus and reach home ard 11.30pm. Long ride on the train back. No choice, have to save money coz planning to go Hongkong with Armii. The whole day was spent on rushing the publications for our next wave of marketing and advertisments. Only time to rest was the 20mins Mt Elizabeth Canteen Laska and "tau hui".

Had a meeting with BIG BOSS till 6pm. After that out whole team stayed behind to prepare for the IE Singapore presentation. Bo bian, it's a government body. Was damm hungry and felt a bit of gastric. Wanted to ask Armii to see if she in town, can ask her buy dinner up. But she went home after cutting her hair... basket... Was doing my work when ard 9plus, smell pizza.... hahaha... My boss ordere pizza for us. Hehehe.... not bad.... so we invited the remaining few pple in the office to share. All pitiful souls... haiz... After the pizza, we left Aaron to clear up the boxes and we went over for a short brief... when we came back after 20 mins, the remianing 2 slices of pizza was GONE!!!!! And worse still we found out that Aaron had be knocked out... Gag and bounded.




We splashed water on Aaron and woke him up. We ask him wat happened and he told us that the DHL man came and stole the pizzas. Suddenly, the whole office went pitch dark. MY colleagues scream and we hear a voice from behind us..... (to be continued)

Quote: "A smile is a curve that can set things straight"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Put your head on my shoulders

Wat a day?

Was damm busy the whole day at work. No chance to breath. Rushing out stuffs. After holiday sure like that. Me now damm tired. Shall make a quick post.

Came home, no dinner, so cook myself some Indo mee... after that, was suppose to meet Armii for bowling... but in the end, she not feeling well... so we went Lot 1 for coffee... Spent some thing "Suan-ing" each other like we always do and then tok to each other abt life again... enjoy chatting with her. She is realli one of my soul mate who I can pour out myself to. After that, sent her home ard 10.30pm then went home.

Now it's time to slp. Muz slp early....

Quote: "Laughter is the shortest distance between 2 people"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Life is like another box of chocolates....

Juz came back.

In the morning, set out from home at 8.30am to hav breakfast at Choa Chu Kang with my parents. Then we proceeded to Farmart at CCK to go Prawn fishing. Caught a few onli but it was nic fun. Dad bought 500 Quail eggs to cook for mothers day celebration. After that we went to Qian Hu fish farm to bring the little children to see some fishes. Dad bought 10 guppies and after that took the children to "scoop" some fishes. $5 for 30mins to scoop those "long-kang" fishes. Still remember last time when I was young where I could juz go to scoop them for FREE. Anyway, it was a bit of good fun and I caught some myself. Didn't bring camera, so didn't take any pics. But I saw this interesting sign and decided to take it down using my O2 Mini.


Interesting rite dunno if it applies to bfs and gfs oso... hehe

After lunch, came home and slack ard. Went online and sent some photos to Jiayin. After that chat with Dennis and Armii on Msn.

Found out from Armii that one of our close friend suddenly juz broke off with her bf after nearly 2 years. Decided to meet Armii for dinner. Went to pick her up and we went down to esplanade. Decided to have some Thai food so we sat down at Thai Express. Not bad though the food. But spent more time chatting. Finished dinner ard 7.30pm and we went to buy some drinks and sat by the sea to chat. We spoke of how long we had know each other... 9 years.... abt the future... our work... studies... how time flies... and of course releationships.... hehe... b4 we knew it, it was already 10 plus. decided to leave... sent her home and rch home ard 11pm. nice nice...

So tml will be work again.. but this should be a short week as I should be off on Saturday.

Quote: "No matter what kind of girlfriend, as long as you love her truly, she is a good girlfriend"
**Not sure if it works thou...

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Judgement passed and Mental Model Set

A "great" weekend I had. Saturday, went to cycle with Jiayin in the morning. We met up at Jurong area and then left for Bedok. Of course before that, there was a little incident, but shall not say it out. Chatted on the MRT all the way then we couldn't get a cab. So in the end, after walking a few rounds searching for cab, the most sensible thing to do is to call a cab. Reach east coast and we book the bikes for 3 hours as there was a Buy 2 Hours get 1 Hour free promotions. Was damm tired and "pain in the ass" after the cycling. Went to cineleisure to have our Suki Sushi.

The Singapore Cabgirl Series (Rating M18)








STAR WARS had an event and I managed to take these few shots in cineleisure after chasing them around like mad. Felt like a sec sch kid goin after his idol.


*Cineleisure is taken over by the DARK SIDE

*Guessed he actually wanted to catch a movie

*Make way for the Dark Lord *Bows*

*Photo session


*Wat you staring at???

*Side view. Can use a prison photo... haha

*Another one... haha

*I dun take photos... Only my back view pls... Sounds like God of Gamblers??

After that, we went to PS to buy Jiayin contacts lens and then chatted at Mc Donalds for a while. She left for home while i scooted off to Park Mall and lock myself in one of the toliets to take a fast bath and change some clothes. It was damm exciting.I felt like a secret agent changing out of dirty clothes. hehe... Then kenneth came to pick me up and we went to MS to meet Aaron and company. We got into DBL O at ard 10pm but we went over to CU, opena bottle of Chivas then after a soccer match, went back to DBL O again. Left ard 2am and went for supper. Reached home ard 4am. Haiz... been a loong long time since I reach homw so late.... notti...

Morning went church. After that Aaron's cousin came and pick me and we all proceeded to Pasir Ris fishing pond. went to recce ard before goin to Changi Village to buy some fishing stuffs and eat some food. Went back to the fishing pond and it was raining. But we dun care... still went fishing... hardcore rite... haha... Was trying to get some fish from 7.30pm to 12am but couldn't get any. So decided that it wasn't worth us investing anymore time. Therefore, came home. Watch a bit of soccer and now bloggin....

I read a blog juz now and it pissed me off completely. The blog was in fact written on Friday. I'm totally disgusted by what it said about me. Anyway, I know it's not the truth and the blog belongs to others so I have to respect what they say about me. As long I know it's not the truth, that fine. Now I understand wat Karen feels during that time. Now I'm starting to cast doubts. Did I believe the wrong person? Or was the truth tainted in someway? Anyway, thats the past and let the past stay in the past and the present not speak of it. This incident is oso why my blog title is wat it is. Enough said. Sorry brother. Had enough. Judgement passed, mental model set. People will say forgive and forget. I done it many times for her. For my part, Can't forgive... Forgotten....

Quote: "Opinions are just like assholes, everybody has their own..."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax