I'm Changing

I had decided on one thing.... To Change.... What to change to is what is yet to be decided but suppose what happen in the next week will affect.

I'm in fact is a state of serious state of disappointment with myself and the things I had done recently. Hence the reason for the change.

Went to Club None last nite with colleagues and then later my Sch Mates... it was a charity event and lots of celebrities were there...

First there was Mr Pierre Png & wife.. then Gurmit... shit then the whole PCK family came....
The there was Jal, Anabelle Francis, Jamie Teo, Mia Lee, Aileen Wee, Melody Chen.... but come on the biggest star was Black Eye Peas... wow... he was standing just a few feet from my table the whole nite and was damm cool... haha... shall now just post 2 photos up. Waiting for more photos to come....

Shirley was siting on the chair most of the time... super lazy gal... until we decided to try take her "Squangie" off... then she start moving... haha...


*Shirley & Minie


*Minie, Arthur, Me & Shirley

Saw something this morning.... dunno what to think or wat to say now... Since I had decided to let it go, why do I still feel it.... FU*K.... muz be stronger....

Quote: "The greatest reward you get for your efforts is not what you get for them but what you become by them"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Life Changes...

Mmm... what is happening to me? It's Saturday 7pm. I got nothing to do at home. Parents left home and I'm still around. I got nothing to do and no programs tonight. Even though there are some programs possible, I just don't have the mood. I dunno why I'm in such a mood. I just simply don't know. Haiz.

Been lying on the bed since 1pm. Switching in between channels. Walking in and out of the room. Logging on and off the net. Mmm... what am I doing? Am I waiting for something to happen? A call from someone? A timing to arriving? A moment of enlightenment? What am I waiting or hoping for? I do not know. I'm just waiting for life to pass as the clock tick by each second.

I just finished one exam paper today but there's one more on Tuesday. I need to study but no mood... wait.. doorbell ring. Is what I'm waiting for here...

Sianz 0.5.. sell ice-cream one. Wan me to buy ice-cream... not free.. fridge still have... sorry girl...

Let's continue....

I'm bored, super bored...damm bored.... still bored... kind of bored.... somewhat bored.... a different kind of bored.... a certain kind of bored... a special kind of bored...

wah.. didn't know there can be so many different kinds of "bored-s" see... I'm indeed bored... haiz....

I dunno what my next job will be, I haven't actually started looking for it yet. I got no time. I want to finish my exams first. I cannot afford. It's freaking tough to study and work... shit... I dunno.

I had been sad, unhappie, hurt etc... but today is a newkind of feeling... it's LOST... not the TV episodes...it's the feeling of lost and uncertainty about the future and u feel alone.... alone....

I frequently counsel other people. But sometimes I feel kind of ironical as in I cannot help myself. Haiz. Perhaps that's the way things are. Haiz.

7.30pm le. I'm still on my bed blogging. Refusing to go out. Just cooping myself in the room. Shal try watching some TV shows. Hopefully will be able to sort my feelings out. If not, who will help? hahaha.

Quote: "A Gem cannot be polished without friction, nor a Man perfected without adversity"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Fun Day

Today after church, went sentosa. Took a cab in coz raining... haha... must be thinking, raining still go sentosa... no lar... experienced liaoz coz if morning rain, afternoon sure steady one.. then really lor... still have to put sun block leh... today we aim to leave early...reached sentosa at 12.30pm.

As usual, wen to sunset bay, usual place beside the rocks.... then we started playing frisbie... damm nice throws and long... then aaron met some of his friends then we played some balls, while i went to play some beach soccer... after injuring a persons toe and ankle... i decided to stop playing and play volleyball... erm to clarify, the man, kick me with his toe and he got injured and the other guy kick my shin with his ankle and got injured.. i didn't do anything but just get kicked...

So later we played some more frisbie and save the frisbie out of water a few times coz aaron friend dun realli know how to throw.... then got this group of pple who was watching us play for quite some time... coz we were like standing very far apart.... they wanted to play so we lent them... again, i rested but had to dash to save the frisbie out of the water... so decided to join them... okie.. 3.30pm le... time to leave got a nice tan... in the toliet while ,me an aaron bathing inside the cubicle, then we overheard the pple outside talking about our frisbie, saying how far and accurate we ere throwing and that they should get one as well...haha... damm proud hearing that.... anyway, instead of using the normal way of throwing, me and aaron practiced the indirect way and it was damm STYLO.....

okie.. enough for now.. time to study and work hard..

HAIZ... Fujitsu... Aaron will know why....

Quote: "If we have Hope, we can go on"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

The IHFEC Story

Okok... this is the post which I'm suppose to post quite sometime back after my even was over.. but better late then never... I survived this nitemare and learnt lots... time to tell you the IHFEC story.

An event like IHFEC (International Healthcare Facilities Exhibition & Conference) will take more than one year to plan. Esp when it's the first show and it is a tradeshow. Let's go to 2 weeks before the event and skip the 9 mths of shit we went through...

2 Weeks Before Event..

We went for site visit and the hall is empty and gloomy..

*Singapore Expo Hall 2

*Pretty Empty huh...

So during the 2 weeks, we were busy in the office everyday till 12am midnite or even later, settling the logistics, accounts, brainstorming etc... lots of stuff to prepareand even sats & suns are spent in th office... this is events... work for the job, not for the money... although it's hard work, we did have our fair share of Mc Donalds, Subway, pizza, BK, KFC take aways... dinner and lunch was basically eat in office as we had no time to have a nice meal... haiz...

Sometimes, people will get too tired as u work till midnite and go home only to reach the office next day at 8.30am again.. so this is what some people do...


*Pictures courtesy of Bobby the Temp...

*People usually think out of the box but he decided to do otherwise....

So, we decided to punish him a bit... dun mess with events people... they are pretty mean when they are stressed up..


*Aaron doing the Jackie Chan style.. any chance for Hollywood.. erm... perhaps Bollywood...

*So still dare to sleep during working hours???

So here comes 30th August 2005, 1 day before the actual event, we organised a hospital tour for delegates overseas to visit the hospitals in Singapore. Was a hell break loose as there were so many delegates turning up without registering and it wasn't nice to turn them away... good thing Uncle Max, Suzanne and Suwandi was there to help me or else I wouldn't understand what those Indonesian Doctors are speaking about.

Okok... let go to the even itself....
31st August - 2 September 2005, Singapore Expo Hall 2B

For the opening ceremony, there were some performances and opening ceremony by a Minister but I wouldn't mention the name here... Didn't have time to take any pictures of the ceremony as I was the nanny to 39 international speakers and I was suppose to take care of them... mmm... haha... below are some speakers whom I'm closer to... pity that I didn't manage to take a pic with Ms Cathryn Bang from USA. She is a Korean American and is an architect.


*Mr Henning Lensch from Germany, Director of Dand CA. His wife is a Singaporean. He's super tall and a big time joker... haha


*Dr Surapong from Thailand. He is a super charming person. He's a celebrity in Thailand and has been on the talk show for 20 over years... He is a member of the Board of Trade, Private Hospital Associtation... wah lau.. his designation damm long... but I love his retro specs and hairstyle.. super nice person..


*Of course, we do not forget Mr Christian Pelzeter from Germany.. super yandao... I not Gay...


*Last but not least Dr Albert Sunseri. He's the Director of American Society of Healthcare Engineering (ASHE). He had to change his flight to go back America due to Katrina. Had to rush back to build some temp hospitals and save some lives... way to go.....


*This is a gift given by Dr Ahn from the Korean Hospital Association (KHA). Very polite person and shy... =) Inside is a tie... got some pink color leh... haha

Of course those were the speakers from the 3 day conference, lets have a lookat the exhibition as well...


* The enterance is guarded for security and the show is not opened to public as it is a Tradeshow


*Swiss Pavillion


*Singapore Pavillion


* International Enterprise Singapore (IE Singapore) business hub.


*Huntleigh from UK Pavillion

Throughout the week of the event, we stay at pennisular hotel 2 to 1 room... so packed a mini bag with 5 days worth of clothes... haiz..


*Our hotel room.. just for sleeping a few hours...

So, on the 2 September 2005, the event finally came to a close and we went out to celebrate... let me intro the few people core to the event and some ofthe temps.


*This is Chun Hui, she's our perm staff incharge of doing the registration for the 3 days and also our makeshift accountant...


*Aaron..the exhibition guy.....


*Tracy the intern from Temasek Poly and me. I'm the conference person and Tracy is helping out.

That, together with Michael & Suzanne are the core team. Lets not forget the rest...


*Uncle Qwek Koo aka Fruit Tree. Who is from the Dubai office who always helps us when we need any...


*Justin the super temp staff who is only roped in 1 week before the event to help.. see even onsite oso can fall asleep... haiz...


*Bobby the Temp, who always helps us buy meals and all the logistic packing... our part time bouncer too... haha...

Okie, that's bascially the whole event IHFEC 2005, learnt alot, met alot of people... some good, some bad, some yet to be know...time shall tell.. although it was hard work, we felt so good making the event a sucess... now I know where the saying came from.... tata..

Quote: "Events people work for the job & not for the money"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Danger leh...

Wah lau eh... 2 blogger arrested for making Ra**st remarks over the blogs... haiz.. our laswt source of freedom of speech is over... anyway, friends call me and asked me to be careful..... i told them... come on... I'm not racist... I always Believe in Singapore being a multi racial and multi religion country, where One People, One Nation, One Singapore.... *starts singing... there is no difference in races be it Chinese, Indians, Malays or Eurasian... we are all one big family, all Singaporeans... we live in Harmony with on another... =)

Even in my office, I work very well with my fellow colleagues from different races... I Really Do Not understand why people would put other races down... we Should all live in harmony. =)

*Shit, my nose getting longer...

Quote: "Live in Harmony with all races, it's Smart"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Been a long long time...

Yoz all.... been a long long time since I last posted and much have happened, came and gone... for the past few weeks, had been working late or rather early till 3 to 4am... even sat and sun were spent in office.... but this is events management..... you work for the job and not for the money... but indeed, it is a great learning platform... you get to learn office pr, posting letters, buying lunch, sending overseas courier, photocopying stuffs... whahaha... no lar... you get to meet interesting people from overseas... people who you had only spoken to on the phone and over emails and after months, you finally see them in person.... it's just a great feeling when you organise tradeshows and conference like this that you bring people from all over the world to one common location and your effort is part of it that made it possible... it feels great and makes you wan to do another event even though you know there is lots of hard work again.. haiz...

I PROMISE, I will post pictures of the event in my next post...


Quote: "Don't Be Racist" - Wise advice from many people.

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax