It's done and it has begun.

Life is like a box of chocolate...

how things changes.... the last few days was so crazy for me... it's realli been a roller coaster ride for me.... all these are due to myself.... caused by myself.... and onli myself to blame.... i shouldn't had allowed myself to get hurt again.... but who knew and till now i still dun know... why am i going thru all this... i knowi should not yet i can't help but love.... mayb... love is like a box of chocolates.... u never know wat u gonna get.... indeed, as days goes by... i know my onli capital is time and i shall wait... carry on waiting... keep on waiting... till the day my soul and body collaspe to the lowest depth in my life... perhaps then, i will awake and see.... for now, i'm not and i losing it.... i hate this feeling.... alas.... I'm still JasunZ..... the sign of strength, confidence, self-belief and ultimate arrogrance.... that's me....

Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer.

2nd entry of the early day

waited for her msg after smsing her a few times and she asked me to go slp early and said she was okie... but somehow, i feel uneasy and sad.... so i suppose she is actualy not okie... msg her again but she still say she okie... so i decided that she can handle things herself.... so there's no use in me probing anymore if she doesn't wan me to know.... but juz feel sad that things change so fast from her being so happie after performing at IMM and suddenly at nite.... haiz... but i hav to juz wait.... now goin to watch tv again... hope she sms me or call me.... if not... gd nite ger....

~Come fly with me......

Woooooo.... wat a day... woke up ard 10 this morning and feeling happie and good.... slacked ard house and then went to simlim at 12 to find out the problem for my external portable hardisk and end up it was a damm "lame" problem... sianz 0.5 went down all the way and spend 10mins in the shop..... watever lar... at least now my hard disk can work....

reach home then feel hungry... dad cooked porridge so eat lor.... not bad lar... juz that dunno it's considered porridge or rice... coz not too wet, and not too dry... hehe.... then i went into my room and hit the sack.....

damm... i overslept... or i fell asleep or someone drugged me.... i was suppose to leave home at 4 to go IMM for karen's thingy but haiz.. shit happens.... so bo bian... faster change and rush down... took a cab... good thing the cab uncle understanding so he drove quite fast.... but safe lar... anyway, it was a new merc cab so no problems... hehe... when i rch IMM, quite lost... coz went there 2nd time... so juz try my luck... the first lift i see, i enter and press level 3.... when the door open, is the stage already... buy toto oso not so accurate.... or mayb it's my instincts.... hehe... or my "radar" is working well.... waited for a while b4 karen turn... so I hid myself in the bookshop near the stage and browse thru some books... suddenly heard her name then rushed out and started filming.... kenna caught by her mum.... so i decided to go over to say hi as it's the right thing to do..... after she finish her 2 songs, I made a hasty exit to the carpark first... made a phone call and do my "stuff"... so "qiao" her dad came... and we chatted a bit.... not bad lar... friendly.... so i left... feeling like a man who had completed his mission... hehe

met up with my parents at cck for dinner then we went to visit a family friend.... rch home ard 10plus then my dad asked to see karen's performance.... hehe... he seems more excited than me... i installed a new software as i wan to convert the video into .mpg format so i can make a copy for karen... tried for abt 2 hours... haiz... can convert but the mouth dun match the music.... meaning, open mouth but music haven't come out.... try untili pek chek.... but nothing is impossible.... so i will try again... mean while go read up first...

recieved a sms indicating u rch home... feel happie again.... hope to chat with u on the phone later so that u can tell me abt ur day....

Watever it is... time will tell everything....

JasunZ, Without Wax: Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer.

First Day of New Blog.

Hahaha.... i hav a new blog.... * grins evily~