My Life, My Way

Wah... can't believe that it's thursday le.... Haiz. Anyway, normal working today and settle a few stuffs. Basically sat in front of my com the whole day. Before knocking off, I came up with a joke abt our "Kimchi" ger in korea and we all had a damm good laugh... wahahaha...

Met Giselia. She cut her hair short and quit smoking... sorry no pics... coz she dun take photos....the first part I guessed le... but when she say she quit... Mmm... dats the interesting part... But I believe she can definately do it coz her mental is damm strong. We went pasta fresca and had our usual and tiramisu. After that, tried to pay with my card. In the end the card got rejected coz the metalic strip on the back got torn off... It was faulty for sometime le but I lazy to change. Now bo bian.. tml hav to go make a new card or else no money. Haiz.

We then went to coffee bean to hav a drink. In the end she treat me everything and still hav to giv me cash to take cab home.... Hahaha.... next time muz go out more with her... *hope she is not reading this... no lar...juz joking....

Now lying on my bed bloging... these few days hav this bad habit of using net on bed. Damm relaxing, lying on my waterbed and slacking, listening to music and doin my stuffs... nice nice... hehe

Tml Fri le... time flys damm fast... haiz...

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Mid-Week Crisis

Facing some mid-week crisis now. Wed is over already but my weekend programs are not settled. Something is wrong. Tml muz do some crisis management. Will b miting Giselia tml evening for dinner at town. Looking forward to it. Always nice to catch up.

This weekend, got no idea wat I will b doin at all. Perhaps sunday will b with Ah Xiong. But at nite dunno do wat le. Haiz. Hate weekends without programs. HELP!!!!

Today work was not so busy. Morning had a looonnnng meeting. Got to know somemore secrets. Wah... Office Politics... haiz... but good... I luv them.... wahahahaha

Afternoon went to SCS for appointment. Looks promising and they should come into IHFEC 2005.

Left office ard 6pm to go SIM to apply for my UOL studies. Finally one thing settled. Now will hav to wait till May to see if I'm accepted. After that we went to Ginza Plaza hawker to hav Hokkien Mee. We then went to RC for billard til 10pm. Ben then sent me home. Have a nice chat with both of them.

Haiz... I can't keep on missing someone.....

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

2 Veri Different Days

Yesterday didn't blog coz wasn't in the best of moods. Let get down to the summary of the 2 days.

Monday:
Was feeling so happy that it was the start of a new week and I'm able to work. I dun usually have monday blues coz I feel that there is no point feeling sad and I love what I'm doing. Things then suddenly changed. One bad thing came after another at work and my mood became damm down but tried to control. Rushed home after work so that I can make it back on time to play soccer with the "Monday Boys" Played a few good games of soccer till 10pm then dragged myself back. Still not in the best of mood. At nite chatted wif JY till 12 plus then went sleep le.

Tuesday:
Me determined not to let wat happen yesterday put me down for the rest of the week so I perk myself up and told myself today will b a better day. Indeed it is. Feel much happier. Susppose to meet JY for lunch but in the end, too much work and we already meeting at nite leh so nvm. Busying here and there.. Had lunch at Lucky Chicken again. Nice nice.... After that went to MOH to get Dr Balaji photo for the conference brochures.

Was suppose to leave office at 5.30pm sharp but in the end I left only at 6pm coz was held up. Rushed home and grab my bowling kit and went immediately to Lakeside to meet JY. We then took a bus to Tamman Jurong, the shen song there to have our dinner 2gether with yiling. Ate the nice otah again, I ate Oyako Don.. nice... put lots of chilli...

Bowling was fun... not realli coz bowling was that fun... but more of the stupid things that we were doing. Took alot of pics using my camera, the timer 3 shot function and we laughed.... Yiling did a stunt oso... she was goin to throw the ball but b4 she can do it, the ball dropped on the floor... then the black shit besides our lane gave a stare and i stare back at her.... stupid idiot..


This is one of the pics we took with the timer...

After that we took a bus to lakeside... sent JY home and took a taxi back to marsiling. Me growing a bad habit of taking cabs... muz control....

Damm tired today... dunno y... time to sleep now...

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax.

A Nice Day...

Went to church in the morning.... Met aaron around 1plus and we walked from Yew Tee Mrt to CCK stadium. Started playing table tennis. Later Ah Xiong and Suz came to join us. Was nice playing. We decided to join the Parkway Competition for table tennis, badminton and soccer. Yeah.. time to win something for the Promotion side.

Went to McDonald to eat something and we play chinese chess. Haha.... After that, dragged myself home... coz too long didn't play table tennis le... thinking that mayb I should see if there is any bowling competition oso... Long time no bowl le... kinda miss it...

At nite, yiling came to causeway point and I picked her up b4 proceeding to Jurong and pick Jiayin as well. Went to tamman jurong to have supper... ate otah and chicken wings... nice... damm full oso....

Sent yiling and jiayin back... then on the way back jy teach me a bit of canto.... actually, she called me "Zhuuu" which means pig... but I didn't know and she still dare to laugh... *hmpf... nice toking to her... she kind of funnie as well...

Tml will b a new week...dunno wats in store... sure pass veri fast again... hope my pay for last mth come quick... realli poor le... haiz...

I spent a fufilling day today and not wasted...

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Ready, Steady, Have a Baby

Reach office at 8.30am in the morn. Started preparing for the seminar. Busying with packing and arranging things till ard 11.30am then rushed over to Singapore Power auditorium. Weather was damm hot and sticky. Started to set up the area and prepare the 300 goodie bags.

The first attendees arrived around 12.45pm. Damm early. aiya sgreans, kaisu. Muz get the goodie bags. Damm busy. Coz muz liase with the technician and oso "bau tou bao wei" Then later laser pointer spoil, so faster run to centrepoint to buy one. Come back, leg damm pain. Muz get a pair of better shoes le. Response from the people were very good and we had to turn down some pple. Didn't take any lunch coz too busy. In the end we ate the leftover food from the refreshments. Ke Down.... after the seminar end at 5.45pm, we arranged for courier service to bring the remianing stuffs back to office.

On the way back to office, stop by hello singtel to get my "Zhai Xing" vcds back from Karen coz Jiayin wanted to borrow them. Nice to see her again. hehe. Went back to office and mood was good from the team as the event was successful and everything went well although we were tired. Nice feeling though. After that, we changed up and left.

Benji, Aaron and me went to Suntec for the IT fair. Damm alot of pple and we were all so jammed up. So Aaron bought his1 gig sd card and we left for Jurong. We went to hav our dinner. XO fish bee hoon... the soup veri nice... when we pay, we were shocked. $21 dollars. 1 Bowl is $7... wah kao.... juz a bit of XO onli, need to ex.... basket... anyway, bo bian... we didn't even bother abt it le...

We then went to West Coast RC for billard session as Ben bought a new cue. Ordered in from Thailand. nice.... Had a realli few nice games... recently haven't been playing well... but realli enjoy myself today... after a hard day of work, juz relax with a few nice games... played till ard 12 then they sent me home....

In life, there are many road signs along the way. I'm taking the RIGHT turn now....

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ,Without Wax

A relaxed day

Reach office damm early. Coz as part of the effort to save money, I made myself breakfast today. 1 slice of bread with yakun kaya. Morning work was normal and made a few calls and send some mails, scold some pple. Went for lunch at Lucky Chicken.

Me and Aaron then went down to SIM for the UOL Degree briefing. After the brief, I'm even more confident that UOL is wat I wan to study and BSC. in Economics & Management is degree which has all the units or subjects that I wan to study. Perfect. I'm sure it would be realli tough to do a part time degree but it will definately make me into a better person and train myself further. Moreover, it would realli b a good challenge for me to complete it, going against the odds to switch from Computer Engineering to Economics and Management.

After that, we went down to Farm Mart at Lim Chu Kang coz Aaron wanted to look at dogs. We then look at pple prawn fishing. In ther end, we both shared a rod for 1 hour. We were there looking at pple trying for 30mins and 3 of them onli got 1 prawn. But we felt like playing for a while. Within like 2 mins after I put my rod down, got one prawn already then the pple there like staring at us. Then Aaron turn, he put down, oso a while the got another prawn. You can see those uncle there like give us that disbelief look as they as suppose to be more "expert"than we 2 young guys, wearing office wear and prawning.... hahaha... they muz think we siao.

After that around 5 plus, we walked out from there to the bus stop about 1km away. As we walked, started to rain and we decided not to run and we started to sing some army songs and re-livethe old days when we were still in camp... haha... funnie...

On my way home, the prawns in the plastic bag were still jumping from time to time and the people on the mrt were staring at me, wondering wat was in my bag. I juz pretend not to notice. Good thing CCK to Woodlands onli 4 stops. No wonder Aaron dun wan to bring the prawns home... haha....


This are the 8 lucky prawns we caught within 1 hour

Reach home ard 6 plus then sent my sis for her sch camp at sembawang. Body tired but mind fresh. Tomorrow will be working whole day as there is an event titled "Ready, Steady, Have a Baby" organised by us. My first event. Excited.

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~

A clear mind

Today is a really special day. It's a day for a very long time where my mind is so free of the recent past. I can perform at my best. Think in a clear mind and make good decisions. I feel very confident of myself once again. Simply, I feel good again. I'm not sure if it is really over or perhaps just the calm before the storm. But watever it is, time will tell eveything.

Finally a stone is lifted of my chest the moment I passed the envelope over to Suz. I've done the job, kept my word and did my part in upholding justice.

Went over to Far East Subway to eat. Me shared a 1 foot long snadwich with Chunhui. Not bad, alot of ham and veg. Love the tomatos. After that, walked ard CK Tang, looking at some rings. *hint

In the afternoon, did alot of flashing email brochures. In total, sent around near to a 1000 contacts. Phew. Do unitl my hand like robot. Left office around 6 plus and head straight home. Reach home, took a fast bite then went to play basketball. Had a few nice games. Perhaps coz my brain was clear, so play quite well today. Happy coz I sweated alot. Love to sweat. Coz too long no go sentosa le. So muz find other ways to realli sweat.

Came home, bath, play with dog, now blogging. Wat a nice day. Hopefully tml will be at least the same if not better.

The wound inside my heart is healing fast but there will always be a scar....

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

I'm Exhausted

I'm damm tired today. I dun think it's Mondays coz I dun hav them. Muz b coz I didn't go sentosa for too long le. I miss the sun, sand and the sea... of course babes... haha... joking. Work was nice today, manage to clear somethings but towards the end, we didn't manage to get the e-brochure for spamming done. Sianz 0.5. So I took a cab home, slept in the cab all the way. Surprise that when I woke up, was about 5 blocks away from my house onli. hehe.

Went home, grab a small bite then rushed down to bb court for my usual Monday soccer. Played damm badly. Guess I lost my creative mind le. Got to watch more soccer games to get my thinking back. Now after the game, feel damm refreshed and recharged to carry on the rest of the week.

Now waiting for someone to come online. Someone to tok to me. Someone..... special....


~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

A fufilling day.

Went to JP and meet Yiling. We went to buy some tibits to bring along to Jaiyin house. Took a bus 198 to her house area.

She got her guy friend Kailun to come along. All the while, the Kailuns I know are all gers so a bit difficult to adapt to it.

Mahjong was normal. Enjoy it. First game win big le, so relax. Then mayb luck was on my side or juz coz my mood is good, that's why I win. After ending the mahjong game at ard 8 plus, I won $9.60 from playing 10cent, 20cent. So not too bad lar. Juz enjoy the game.

JY mum cooked some bee hoon for us. Quite nice. After that we hang ard for a while. When her mum came back, she surprised that JY did not take out the eggs etc for the bee hoon for us to eat. Haha. In the end she kenna suan by her own mum. Her mum funny hehe.

Took a cab and send merlion home then I reach home.

Tml is goin to be a whole new week. Got to Kam-pa-te.

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

A Tired Day

Morning went to work. Nothing much to do really. Quite sianz but damm tired coz slept at 3.30am the previous nite.

Reached home around 2pm then bath and went to take a nap. Aaron gave me a wake up call ard 4.15pm. Got changed, then left for jurong. We went to play some billard at RC til 7pm. Reached PS a bit late and parking was a problem. So we rushed down to BK and I ask yiling to get a table first. We bought 3 meals and yiling at her breadtalk.

Hitch is a funnie show, yet with some lessons and meaning about love. Interesting and funnie. It will definately inspire nice guys who are single at the moment that life is not that bad after all. I'm one of those guys. hehe. Hopefully somethings nice will happen for me. Now, I will just take things and life as it comes. If somethings are meant to be, they will be, if not, perhaps it's for the better. That's a simple fact of life that many peoplecan't understand or rather choose not to understand. I used to be like that till many bad past and experiences changed me. A better me.

Ben dropped me at KAP and then I had a damm hard time trying to find a cab. Walked all the way to Beauty World to get a cab. Reach home and watched soccer. In the end the match ended 0 - 0. Sianz. Now blogging.

Yeah tml goin yin house to play mahjong. So happie. Long time no play. I dun realli go in hope of winning money as we play veri small. Just love the game, coz it uses memory, brain and flexibility to win or reduce loss. Can't wait.

Life is getting brighter and brighter for me. That's the way I want it to be. I told someone today that, "I'm a Prince in my own league"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Time Flies

This week had realli passed veri veri fast and it's scary. Today was real busy with appointments, meetings and lots of follow up calls to potential clients. Today, I was finally given the chance to go out and meet clients on my own. Coz my boss thinks that I'm ready for it. So she told some of the office pple that I'm goin on my "virgin" appointment. Need to announce somemore. Haiz.

The appointment was with cisco security at Paya Labar. It was a great meeting and my confidence is on the rise again. Once again, the passion for speaking to pple, meetin new pple comes back and the urge to meet new pple everyday and speak to them is so strong.

After I reach home, had a light dinner, then went to the basketball court to play. After that, my friends at basketball court, had a mini bbq to celebrate one of our friends 18th bdae. Then I realise how old I am. Haiz. Anyway, it's tiring to play so much basketball and I was like coughing while playing, but the passion lives.

Tml got to work. But I love my job, so it's okie. Tml nite will be catching HITCH with Aaron, Ben and Yiling. Can't wait to hav a good laugh. The last time I watch a movie and laugh was IDO,IDO. So i guess it's time le. Sunday, can play mahjong at JiaYin house. hehe. So, once again, I got my weekend nicely planned out. Great.

Life has got a new goal and new meaning for me. It's a secret, I shan't tell.

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Yet another day

Time just seems to fly past and it's mid week already. I feel I'm getting older and older day by day and my soul is ageing.

Work as usual today and I'm feeling lonely... veri lonely. Dunno y. Mayb mood swing. Been sometime since I had that.

Reached home and went to play basketball til 10 plus. On the way home, bought a Ramy Burger from Pasar Malam for my dinner as I had not ate.

Now blogging. Today whole day didn't even recieve an sms. This is a sign that something is wrong with my life. Haiz. Shucks. Watever lar. My life, Juz Live It.

Time to rest. Come back home still work. Coz I feel that working can help me think less. I told someone else this same logic too. Mayb I should realli go get a MBA in Love Studies and become Dr Love someday.

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

A "Ke-Down" day.

Today is a day when most things didn't went the way I want. I wouldn't say that everything went wrong and nothing went right but not very happie with my performance. Mayb I shouldn't set too high a standard for myself.

I should start planning my finance liaoz. Time to start saving. After work, I went to play some billard with aaron. Damm down, even play billard oso can't shoot in much.

Now blogging and chating with Dennis on Skype. Goin to slp soon. Damm tired.

That's all for now lar. Take care guys.

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax