am i hurt?

Let's Begin.......

I dunno what to say...

I dunno what to think...

I dunno how to react...

I dunno what will happen...

I realli realli dunno...

I'm thrown back, thrown away, thrown out.... all alone...

I didn't know what to do. I just drove aimlessly around, not knowing where to go and what to do. I just kept driving straight. Then I kept turning and turning and turning. I'm glad I braked when I had to. I finally found my solace at my own place. The place where I always go when I'm lost and down and almost out.

I just sat there staring into nothing. Listening to the sea lapping at the shore. Watching the lights and peeking into the dark night sky hoping for some stars... some light to brighten up an otherwise stale and cold night.

I wish for company at the point but I knew none will come to me. Perhaps I'm just suffering the retribution I had earned for myself. Or perhaps this is just my life. My existence is to be there for all my friends.

I'm alone. I dunno what I had done to my life. Am I a failure at friendships? Had I not done enough? Or perhaps I should just be alone and keep to my old self.

I dunno.

The only thing I know now is that I'm hurt deeply. So much that I dun feel anything and I'm afraid coz I'm not feeling anything and it is not good.


To the shadow, return I shall.
For in this world, nothing prevails.
Nothing to seek, all had been lost.
--
Till the star make bright a night,
In my shadow, stay I will.

Quote: "Never hurt a love that loves, never love a love that hurts"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Am I smart or...

Let's blog again......

Haha... before I start on today's topic, let me digress first.

Didn't blog again for the past few days coz busy packing office and shifting. Today finally finishing shifting everything and tomorrow will be start of work @ UE Square.

Before that, let's re-live some moments.

While packing my Project Director's office, we suddenly had this GREAT IDEA!!! Introducing Aaron. Nice and value for money.Onli 2000 Baht... Sawadi-cap.


Come! Come! Come! Ger... nope I mean Guy No.44. He's an Ang Pai okie. Have to pre-booking hor... Muahaha


Okie. This pic is taken today. Last day where everything is cleared.


So it's bye bye to my old office. Shall take some pics of the new office and post it pretty soon.

Okie reason for my post today. I had a BPA (Business Process Analysis) Mid Term Test last wednesday. I spent like only that 1 hour before the test studying. Today, got the result. I was expecting a credit or at most a distinction.

OMG! I got a HD for the test.

HD == Heng Dio!!

hahaha... no lar... means High Distinction.... Somemore, only 1 person got HD leh...

Mmm... so this sets me thinking. For 1 hour of effort at MacDonalds, I can get a HD. So am I that smart. I always knew I'm smart... but really getting a HD shock me damm alot... I can only think of 1 reason. It's coz God is blessing me. That has got to be the only reason. Coz I'm not that SUPER smart k....

Haha... Enough of boasting or else Benjamin Sim will be cursing me... muahaha...

So tomorrow got to wake up earlier than usual coz now office new place so got to leave earlier.

Okie. That's about all for now. Cheers...

Quote: "People will forget what you said.
People will forget what you did.
But peoplewill never forget how you made them feel."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Finally, it's over for now.

Let's blog & blog.......

Been quite sometime since I last blog. Reason is not coz me lazy hor. Coz "lim bei" got exam mah. Somemore is Business Economics Exam leh. Super difficult one hor. Not those "sub mao mao" subject.

Anyway, was spending alot of time "preparing" for it. Hence, I didn't have anytime to even blog. But no, exam finished le. So it's time to blog again.

Okie. Let's tok abt this topic first. I got inspired when I saw this "gang" of cylists cycling the other day and managed to take some pics.

They were cycling in a big group almost like 30 bikers. They had not police guiding them or what. They always do this on Sunday and I will always happen to bump into them on my way to church. But this time, they are having the biggest group. I'm super pissed by them this time. They are a bunch of people without any respect for authority or law.

I read an article from the President of the association of bikers sometime ago that he mentioned that the sport bikers were very responsible and always cycle safely and following traffic rules.

LAM P*!!!!! understand!!!!... Let's take a look at the photos I took.


This above pic shows that the cyclist just takes any lane they like and even when it's red light and all the cars stop for cars from the other direction, they just go their way, knowing that the car in the right of way will give way to them. Following rules??? MY FOOT!!!


Next, this pic is another one where the pedestrian have the right of way in crossing and once again, they just bulldoze their way through without any regard of safety. Safe and responsible? MY FOOT AGAIN... plus my dogs 4 paws as well!!!

It's already bad enough that we are sharing the road with these cyclists who cause dangers to other road users. When they don't even respect the traffic rules and laws, it's a TOTAL DISGUST to other road users.

Come on man. We drivers pay road tax leh. So we use road of course can mah. BUT KNNBCCB... these cyclist nopay road tax nvm, no COE... nvm... now we share road with them and still have to give way to them when they are wrong... WTF???

This is totally morally wrong!!!

If they having competition in the name of sports and have police guarding them, lim bei encourage this sporting spirit. But this one hor, I cannot take it le. So have to blog about it and hopefully this is spread around and authories are notified.

Perhaps this is juz a BAD BUNCH of cyclist that are spoiling the name of cyclist in general but still a regulation will have to be imposed especially when they are in large numbers, occupy all lanes and have NO REGARDS FOR TRAFFIC LAWS!!!!

Disgusting is the only word I can think of. Hence it inspired me to took those 2 photos and blog about it. Imagine if this is not controled, one day, Singapore will be like China with cyclist everywhere.

Imagine, one day you are driver along PIE and you see a cylist tailing gating you and using high beam on you... haha... nah.. just a random thought. But even the thought is disgustin enough...

Okie... enough of this. Let's move on with life. Today finished my economic exam. After that went to KTV with Ivy and the 2 Bens. Had a tiring day BUT still I blog... toouched rite.. haha..

Shall stop here before I start getting crappy. Going to pack all my office stuffs tomorrow coz moving to UE Square on Wednesday le. Hehe.

Quote: "To dream anything that you want to dream, that is the beauty of the human mind. To do anything that you want to do, that is the strength of the human will. To trust yourself, to test your limits, that is the courage to succeed."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

living a poor life

Let's Blog.......

Yesterday, after work, went to have dinner ar BK then after that went Seletar CC to drive. Had a nice time working out.

Reached home, faced some unhappiness. Usual disagreements. Due to this, I had decided to prove others wrong about me again. I will be totally independent from now on. Home will now hold a new meaning for me. I'm forced to do this. Don't blame me.

I still remember before going to poly, all those promises about sending me overseas for further studies. I studied whatever you asked me to. I wasted 3 years in poly studying something that I got no interest. Still I did well out of responsibility.

Now, I working and studying part-time. Fuck those promises.

I'm just buying a golf club to practice myself. I using my own money. I'm told off for buying a $100 club when you can spend more money on outsiders, your friends holding BBQ parties and other stuffs. Giving $$$ because they need help and they are all God's children.

Our family income which is certainly better than alot other families. I'm not saying that it's a must for you to support my studies. I'm not doing useless things. I'm studying. Why can't you be more supportive. I had seen familes changing their lifestyle so that they can give their children better education.

I'm not asking you to sell the house or car. You have the money to buy expensive car which is totally not a need for our family. You want to buy that kind of car because you can fetch people around on Sunday and it's always your dream to buy a car like that.

Can you think? Your son is struggling and you can spend that 30K more to buy a bigger car for reasons I do not agree with. That 30K can be used to for my studies and there will still be surplus. I'm disgusted.

I had enough of being deprived since young. Now, I'm able to give myself a better life. If you think I'm not saving enough. It's my life after all. I had enough. So many years, I had tried to be a good son. But perhaps I'm never good enough, I'm never smart enough.

I'm constantly not appreciated for who I am at home. It's outside and at my workplace where I'm recognised. It's outside home that I feel like I'm living. It's outside home that I feel as if I have a sense of purpose in doing what I'm doing and realising my dreams.

I had enough. Now, I'm going to change. I'm going to pursue my own dreams. Don't ever blame me for not being at home. I'm busy enough working in the day and studying at night. But now I'm going to do even more.

I'm going to use my way to earn as much as I can. I don't care about the so call ethics that you think is correct. You had worked your whole life in a church. You don't know anything about the outside world at all. So don't blame me for the change.

People need to be appreciated. I'm only human and I'm your son.

Quote: "The only person who love you the most is yourself."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Ah Lo-Man-Tic Evening

Let's Blog.......

So, waz up yesterday?

Took a long lunch... erm... (abt 8inches long)

Went to have (O-AH mee sua) at Shilin at @Far East. After that went to see Golf Clubs. Bought a 7 iron. Coz want to do more "driving" or else lose everything due to no practice.

After work, met Joyce at Funan as she wanted to buy Ink Catridge. We then walked to Raffles City and had dinner at a Crepes place. Mushroom crepe was great.

After the meal, we went to CitySpace. It's indeed a nice place with great ambience and breathtaking view of the city. I only manage to take 1 pic.


We ordered our drinks. I had Glenfiddish while she drank a cocktail "Milkmaid" Some name huh. Hehe. The live music was nice but perhaps a bit too loud for the serinity of the night and view. However, we still enjoyed ourselves with most of the time staring into the view.

Stayed there from 8.30pm till 10.30pm. We can really sit. Haha. Perhaps its the view. Really nice. Will recommend this place to those who got extra cash and wan to have a nice quiet time.

city space : level 70

Epitome of luxury and elegance. A sophisticated music lounge.

City Space's style emphasises on rich colours - boasting velvety red majestic armchairs, uniquely complemented by the 300 "Rainbow Drop" coloured globes hung from the ceiling, beautifully refracting lights and a profusion of colours. Take pleasure in the epitome of luxury and elegance as Giampaolo Serguso, a leading glass artist on the legendary island of Murano, mesmerize you with these breathtaking glass bubbles.

Let our pianist and singer put you in the mood for indulgence.
This intimate bar provides a luxurious club-like atmosphere for the discerning. Premium wines, spirits and delicacies including the Raffles International Private Label Iranian caviar await to be savoured too.

Opening Hours:
5pm to 1am (Sun to Thurs)
5pm to 2am (Fri & Sat)
Dress Code: Smart Chic

After leaving, sent her home as she was like walking in a "funnie" way. Haha. Lousy. Need to practice drinking more.

Reached home, settled down, watch TV and had some Macoroni which my dad left for me. Chatted on the phone for a while and hit the sack.

Work was pretty busy this morning. During lunch went down to Bugis to meet Joyce for lunch. She forgot to take her Ink Cartridge from me. Let me carry until happie. haha.

Now blogging away. Will be looking forward to knocking off then will be having lunch with Boss in town and going to the driving range later. Cool.

So that's about all. Time to be human again.

Quote: "One of the most essential things you need to do for yourself is to choose a goal that is important to you. Perfection does not exist -- you can always do better and you can always grow."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Wah!!!

Let's blog.......

Yesterday after work, headed for home. On my way home, mum called me. She forgot to bring keys. Haha. Usually is son no bring key. Where got mu no bring key one? Anyway, I met her at causeway point then we went home together.

Didn't take dinner as I was going to play soccer at 8pm. Took a 10mins walk to market and met Alex. (Not Alex as in Alex Chin but Alex aka Botak) Then we went to Blk 829 BB court to play soccer.

Yesterday played like a possessed person, like stamina cannot finish. Ram ball here and there. Haha. Played till 10pm and enjoyed myself alot. Felt good... hehe..

Went home, got chicken soup to drink. Tasted funnie but I'm sure it's good for my health. Started watching the "Yu Le 100%" Was damm funnie and started to laugh while lying on my bed.

After that, started chatting with Joyce from 2am till 5am. Wah. Been sometime since we caught up and was damm surprised we could tok so long and didn't realise the time. Perhaps happie time flys past much faster. Felt much better after the chat and went to drop dead and sleep.

This mornie, reach office then Mei sms me, ask me if I was wearing Blue shirt today. STUNNED!! Shit kenna stalked. She then later told me that it's Joey who saw me on the train. BUt perhaps I was in the mode of zombie-ing. So didn't see her.

Okie lar. This is just a short blog.

For Giselia: Wish you happiness and I'm glad you moving on better now.

Quote: "You will be as much value to others as you have been to yourself."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Still moodless

Let's blog.......

So, it's monday. Back to work. BUT I'm not suffering from any Monday blues. It's not coz' I'm in a freaking good mood juz that I'm simply moodless.

Cool right? If you're moodless, you can't possibly suffer from any Monday Blues coz there won't be any form of mood. Right now, I'm juz like a piece of meat... erm.. correct myself.. 50% meat, 50% fat moving around. A person with no emotions, no feelings.... no moods.

I'm getting into depression. When that happens, I need to buy something to pacify myself. Been thinking of changing hp again. My SE W800i is not even 4 months old and I'm thinking of changing. I'm getting from bad to worse. But no choice coz I need to buy some new thing in order to make myself feel better. My target is the Motorola V3X. Seems like a good phone. Went to Lucky Plaza just now to get a better feel of it. Seems not bad and only cost $600 plus.

My contract is ending as well but there is only blue color for local set and the black set that I saw was nice. Mmm. My gut feeling tells me to wait as there will be a V3Xi or something down that line where it will be metalic and a much improved version. Hence, I shall hold my purchase decision.

Moreover, from reliable sources, SE K800 is coming out and the camera is 3.2 Mega Pixel. Wow. That's sounds good. So, it's hold on and wait for me now.

My econs final exam is just 7 days away and I haven't started studying for it. I got no mood to study at all.Just simply no mood and dun feel like doing anything about it. Haiz. What is happening to me? I must try to perk myself up and encourage myself. Coz if I don't do it, no one will and I don't expect anyone to do it as well.

In this world, we must rely on oneself. No point waiting for others to care for you. Coz no one will always be there for you. As per the post entry yesterday. All human are selfish and who you are to deserve their attention unless you are beneficial to them. Haha. Sad but it's the truth.

So many people had drifted away from me. No matter how close we used to be, things and people never remain the same. Do not be stupid and commit so much to friends. They don't last. NEVER!!!

Right now, I live for myself and no one else. But it's so hard. I'm so easily soft-hearted. Is this a good side of me or just my weakest link? I dunno myself.

We all live in this world looking for recognition for others. If you realise your value and no one else is there to agree, what you say only amounts to emptiness, a chasing after the wind. So, am I recognised for what I had done? Mmm. I dunno.

Perhaps like what the movie: "I not stupid too" Ask yourself this question today.

-- When was the last time you praise someone?
-- When was the last time someone praised you?
-- When was the last time you said "I Love You" to that someone who is important to you?

We all need recognition and encouragement from each other to carry on with Life. I'm no different. However, I'm not getting what I deserve. Or perhaps it's God's way of testing me and giving me plentiful of trials to strengthen me further. My only hope is that at the end of everything is the silver lining that I had been waiting for. The pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

However, I'm so very afraid. What happens if there is nothing and all my hopes were just my own empty dreams. Only time can tell everything. The only thing that I can do now is to keep on striving... keep on trying..... till the day I give up my last breath.

Depressing blog entry huh. Not the first time anyway. But who cares? No one. So no worries. I just live the way I want.

Perhaps one fine day, I will be hard enough to change myself completely and be a totally different person. Perhaps I will never be that someone. I really dunno.

Right now, I just live day after day. Waiting for perhaps hope to arrive. I only have hope left in me. I must continue hoping as that's the last thing that keeps me breathing and surviving. Nothing else can do that.

I must stop blogging now or I will get too emotional and become like the Jack Johnson song again.

Bye.

Quote: "Ability is what you're capable of doing. Motivation determines what you do. Attitude determines how well you do it."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

I'm moodless once again...

It's back again.......

My moodless self is back again. But it's worse than before. This time, the moodless comes together with the mood down and I'm feeling damm down. I'm alone. Seems like my friends are all busy and not free. I sometimes really find that I do not have someone that I can tok to when I'm troubled or feeling down.

Izzit coz I'm usually the one that listens to the problems of others and hence, I'm unable to find someone who I feel is able to offer me help. Perhaps this is my life. I can't find someone I can speak to. I'm able to help others with their problems and yet, I'm the one with problems that cannot be solved. Haiz. Is this the suffereing that I have to go through? Future is bleak as far as I can see.

I feel that I lost my drive. My drive to do anything. I'm in pain. I'm in deep pain. I feel like putting down everything and leave for sometime. Just stop whatever I'm doing and leave this place until I find myself again. I'm in internal pain and the usual person who can comfort me is perhaps the cause of it.

People do change. I had change pretty much but deep deep inside, I'm still the same sentimental person who is totally feeling. Haiz.

It's a Sunday and I'm at home since afternoon after church. I had been sleeping and trying to pin that feeling down. But alas, I still need to wake up and face the reality. Reality is painful and I can no longer take it. So the only place where I can release that little bit of fustration is in my blog. I'm doing whatever I can so that I will not breakdown like the Jack Johnson. Haiz.

Is my way of treating people around me wrong or is it me? Why do people around me have their own click of good friends who are always there for them. Perhaps I'm one of those who is always around for friends. Then what about me? Who are those that is always there for me? Is that anyone in fact.

Friends usually start to drift away from you due to other things they pioritize and value more. Perhaps this is perfectly normal. After all, as Giselia had said before, all human are selfish. Perhaps I should be one too. Friends co-exist for mutal benefits and coz they need each other. When some other factors enter their life and fufill that need in a greater way, then the former is no longer needed and hence will go down the rankings.

It's sad, but it's the truth and it's happening around us all the time. For those of you who are reading this. Go reflect and think what happen when one of your good friend whom you was very close to you drifted apart. What was the new factor or entity that came in. Think about it and you will know that whatever I said is true. Human are born evil and selfish. It's everybody for themselves. This is life.

Now, perhaps my only way out is to be selfish. A friend to all in times of need sounds noble. To hell with it. What's the f**king use of it when you suffer and no one is around for you. I must really re-think what I'm doing with my life and if I'm doing it right. Dr J?? To hell with this name.... It's me, myself, JasunZ. Nothing else is important.

I shall change.

Quote: "All mankind is born evil. It's how little evil inside them that determines how good they are" -- JasunZ

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Just some updates...

Let's Blog.......

So waz up after Tuesday since I last blog? Okie. Wednesday, I went to pick Armii from NUS after her classes then we went Al Ameen to chil and have "Kambeng Soup" & " Fried Lice... erm.. I mean Rice... haha... sorri... Chatted till 11am then send her home.

These few days, after reaching home late, I will make the "effort" to stay up and watch some TV programs and laugh myself till I'm tired then sleep at 2am.

The 2 red lights in the southwest corner of my room are doing well and the effects are good.

At office, these few days, had been busy packing & packing as we are shifting office to UE Square on the 22 March 06. Mmm... 22nd March seems like a Wednesday. Mmm... Seems like MOS is kind of near to my office. Mmm. Seems like it's Candy Floss Retro on Wednesday. Mmm.. Evil intentions... hehehe...

Tonight will be having project presentation. Phew. After lessons should be going to do project. So that's about all for now. Nothing interesting in my life recently. Perhaps I shall start getting crazy again. Mmm. Cool...

Quote: "Good is not enough if better is possible."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

What is my next step?

Let's Blog.......

Recently, this is what is happening to my life...
- boring yet interesting
- unhappy yet joyous
- exciting yet peaceful

Basically, I dunno why I wrote the above but just felt like writing it. Haha. I can feel the calling recently. Not the kind of calling that tells you to be a pastor or monk. But rather the kind of calling that ask you to live a new life and get back some of your old pleasures.

Perhaps I should stop my absentinence from Clubs. Perhaps I should spend on clubbing again. This will in fact boost the Singapore Economy. I haven't clubbed since New Year Day. It's considered a long time like 2 months plus. Mmm. Numerous invitations to club but I just cannot find the mood to. Now that I'm shifting office to UE Square. Mmm. Will things change. For a person that loves to groove to the music so much, can I resist the temptation to go in once again. We shall see as time will tell everything.

So, what was weekend for me? Went to do project with my classmates from 11pm on Friday till 8am in the morning. After that, went to class straight on Saturday till 4pm. I went back home via Taxi coz was too tired. Reached home, slept at 5pm. The next time I woke up was 7. But I was wondering why it's so bright still. Shit... It's 7am in the morning. Oops. Haha. Went back to sleep another 1 hour. Haha. Basically I concussed...

Went to church then and after church, went back home then Kenneth came to pick me to play soccer. Damm tiring. Lost 8-0 But we consider that a good score. Haha.

Sunday night, spent on watching TV programs and sleep again.

Monday do wat, drag myself out of bed and go work lor. Interesting day at work. Meet new people again. Nice. At night, went to play soccer with the Monday Boys. Had a nice time playing street soccer.

Okie. That's about all for now. Time to work again. Byes...

Quote: "Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Missing Bangkok... Back to reality

Let's Blog.......

Been sometime since I last blog. Coz' I went Bangkok over the weekend. Had a great time there. Let's update...

Saturday 25 Feb
Parents sent me to airport and we had breakfast there. Did a group check in with the rest of my colleagues at 9am, although the flight was like 11am. Haha. Super Kiasu. After that I went in at 9.20am. Walked around and bought some "necessary" stuffs.

Flight there was pretty fine but the SIA girls really gone!!! The best of them was only until Class 4 with the rest mostly Class 3 gers. Haiz. Worst. The one that served us got a double chin, round face, small single-lid eyes and when she bent to serve me, I saw her..... haha... I know what you guys are thinking... NO!!! it's not what you think. I saw that she got 2 layers of tummy. Wah Lau! WTF is SIA doing... Haiz... Standards dropping....

Landed @ Bangkok around 1plus Singapore time. Took about 30mins to clear the customs. Boarded a coach from the airport to Arnoma Hotel. Took us around 1 hour due to a bad jam. Once checked in, changed into my berms and slippers and headed out. We walked to the BTS (Bangkok Train System) Station "To Mo Chit" and took the "Sukhumvit" Line.





We alighted at one station which I forgot and took a 5mins walk to the massage place. Damm alot of posh cars around and the people there are mostly chinese and angmohs. It's a recommendation by Suzanne who knows the people there.

We had a 2 hours foot massage which includes back, hand and head massage as well. Was damm relaxing.

After the massage, we took a cab to "Suan Lum" Night Market. We had our dinner at a large open space area with a stage for live performance and soccer on big screens.


After dinner, we walked around the night market and bought some clothes. Saw this monument there and thought it had some history.

*Uncle Max & Aaron


After that, I asked and realise that they just bulit the monument there so that there will be a building for people to recognise and there is no historical vlaue at all. -_-"' WTF???

After that, we took a cab to another area with lots of fish tanks. Wow. I was amazed at the number of fish tanks there were. It's damm sad. Went back hotel. Before going to the room. Went to the 7-11 and bought some tidbits.

Sunday 26 Feb
In the morning, we went to Ma Boon Kong (MBK) to shop. Indeed, lots of shops there and lots of things to buy but too little time. We then rushed back to hotel as there is a company seminar from 1.30pm to 9pm. So, the rest of the day was pretty boring. After the seminar ended, Aaron and me walked around and browsed one of the shopping centres but the stuffs were expensive. So, we went to a super mart, bought some tidbits and drinks then went to our hotel room to watch the Carling Cup Final. YEAH!! Man U won Wigan 4-0. Been a real long time since I last saw them won anything. Hehe.

Monday 27 Feb
Woke up, didn't take breakfast and rushed to "Plati Num" Market and shopping centre. The area is 10 mins walk from the hotel. The place sold mainly wholesale stuffs so it is damm cheap. Hehe. Bought quite alot of stuffs before rushing back again to check out at 12pm. Took the coach to airport. Slept all the way.

*My colleagues


*Aaron feeling sad about leaving Bangkok

*He smiled when he remembered that he can see his gf Renee again.


Reached Singapore T2, bought a Glenfidish 18years, 2 Inniskilin Ice Wine and 3 bottles of Hoegarden. Took a cab back to office for a meeting. Haiz.

Reached home, celebrated Jamie's birthday.

Now some updates since I came back from Bangkok.

Since coming back, been damm busy with my project deadline's and sch work. Been having class for the past 2 nights and today is no different. Will be having lessons this Saturday as well.

Anyway, time to have lunch now. That's about all the updates I have.

Note: Beware!!! JasunZ has 02 X Red Lights in the South West Corner of his room. Muahaha!

Quote: "Permanence, perseverance and persistence in spite of all obstacles, discouragements, and impossibilities: It is this, that in all things distinguishes the strong soul from the weak."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax