The Unpredictability of Life

I suddenly felt like blogging.

Indeed, you never know what the next hour, minute or even second might bring you. Sometimes, you just feel so small in this whole world.

Friday was a difficult day. Unexpected news that shook me and people whom I started to develop friendship with might be leaving me. Alas, these are fragmented pieces of life that we have to deal with, live with and move on.

Life nowadays is getting boring with each passing day. The only difference or improvement is that I took up Ballroom Dancing recently and now into my thrid lesson. I kind of enjoy it and look forward to it. It's a new social activity to dislodge me from my taxing routine of working and studying.

Chinese New Year is just so very near and it seems not too long ago that we just ushered in the year of the dog. Now the year of Pig is here. Wow!!! Time really just fly past and I just can't recall much eventful stuff I did. Perhaps this will be an area to improve on this coming year.

Haven't really recovered from my flu and cough bug. Gotta rest well. Really do not want to miss out on all those "Once A Year" goodies that is currently lying in my living room waiting to be eaten. Hahaha.

This week will be a hectic one and its good as it means time will fly past fast again. This also means I will grow old faster without realising it. Haiz. The other day, a colleague of mine in fact made a guess that I was aged 28 to 29 when I'm not even 25 yet. Haiz. Perhaps I should start investing in SKII. Hahaha. Any kind soul out there willing to sponsor me. Hehe.

Ok lar. I should stop now and watch a bit of TV. A luxury that I had missed out alot in the past few months.

Cheers! Happy Chinese New Year and many bountiful returns!

Quote: "We sleep, but the loom of life never stops, and the pattern which was weaving when the sun went down is weaving when it comes up in the morning." ~Henry Ward Beecher

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Voices within me

Blogging time...

Guess its pretty much the time to blog again. Emotions and moods penting up within me so I got to find an outlet for it. Alas, this is the best place for it. I always feel much better after blogging my feelings out.

Basically only a few things are affecting me:
1) Work
2) Friends
3) Feelings

Work
Awww. How long can I keep going at the pace I'm going now. Been working super late nights and back to work at the same time over and over again. Can't be burning out that soon I hope. Should be able to at least last 6 months. Blessings for me is that the results are coming in now and I'm both proud of it and contented.

Friends
People do really change with time. Their piorities change and perhaps so do their choice of friends. Perhaps I should just let people leave and move on in life. I am constantly evaluating my circle of friends and people I consider close to me. Over the years, some had proved their worth but many or rather most had failed me over and over again.

I'm a person who put alot into building relationships with others and it kind of affects me lots when matters regarding friends arise.

Feelings
I'm dying once again. I allowed my feelings to overtake my mind again. Perhaps I'm still not that strong or that's just me. Haha. I shall work it out. I hope I will be able to work it out this time. The feeling is just so different and just so strong.

Guess just got to let things take their course....


I think that's about all for now. Tomorrow will be another day of chasing after numbers.

Cheers!

Quote: "Never Give Up, Never Surrender!"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax