One Night in Bangkok makes a Hard Man Humble...

Let's make a fast blog.......

Okie. Over the past 2 days, been real busy. After work, rushing to school to do my project. Been reaching home after midnight.

Finally, after today, the project is more or less done. Now I still have 2 projects on hand with deadlines next week. Wahaha. Okie. Cut the crap. Just now reached home only around 12.30am. Packed my luggage for the trip to Bangkok. So now do a fast blog.

I will not be bringing my laptop with me. This means I will disappear from the Cyber World for 3 whole days. Wahhhh...

Okie. I will bring back lots of stories back from Bangkok. Byez...

Quote: "We all have ability. The difference is how we use it."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Re-Focused Me!!!

Let's Blog.......

Ok. Since the last blog, I had spent some time re-focusing myself, my piorities, lifestyle etc. So now, I'm ready to face the challenges ahead of me. Sounds promising right. Hehe. We shall await and see the results.

Will be meeting the rest of the project members tonight after work to settle the Business Economics Project @ PSB Academy @ TPY.

Let's touch a bit on work. Recntly, I had been more vocal in voicing my opinion at work. I will say out whatever I feel is not right or need my foresight on. Alas, I'm just in a humble executive position. So who is listening. It's ok. Since my views and thoughts do no match the higher management, I will become a zombie worker.

Defination of Zombie Worker
- Reaches on time @ 8.30am
- Start work at 10am
- Do only what it's told.
- Leave at 5.30pm SHARP!!!

I want to contribute more from my experience and knowledge. However, if my ideas are not accepted, why do I make my Life difficult in a place where there is no recognition for talent. The only recognition is for those who can "lick ass" & look good when doing nothing.

I shall bid my time and await greater things that are to come. Piority now will be my studies and personal improvement. 1 year plus to go before I finish my degree course. Once I reach that point, I shall move on and never look back. Moreover, from the Fengshui point of view, this is not a good year to make major decisions and changing jobs is definately one of them. Hahaha.

So, waz up in my Life recently. Nothing much actually. Been either going for classes or heading straight back home recently. I came to pick up the "good" habit of slacking on my bed, watching senseless TV programs at home. Something which I seldom do for a long long time. Perhaps, I reach another point where going out constantly doesn't appeal anymore.

Will hope to finish the Economics Project by today so that I can concentrate my energies else where.

Going to Bangkok this Saturday and the only song that comes to my mind is "One night in Bangkok make a hard man humble." Hahaha. Nah... not "Leaving on a Jetplane"... Miss KTV singing alot leh. Shall organise something with Cherlyn and Co. before I go for my Reservist. Hehehe.

About yesterday, I was on my way home when I encounter this IDIOTIC driver. Piss the shit out of me. He was changing lanes and cutting into my lane when I was like super near. I of course, being a responsible driver HORNED at the Hyundai. Shit!!! I was totally ignored and had to E-Brake. Shit MF!! So the battle begins. I tailed him all the way, changing lanes at over 100km/hr. In fact, we were not changing lanes, we were squeezing in between cars. It was scary, but I was too angry to think more. Finally managed to overtake him. Gave him an International Sign of Friendliness. The idiotic driver is DRUNK!!! His face was red and look stunned!! WTH? I was battling with a drunk.

After the episode, I reflected on myself. I could had died, driving in that manner. I was sober, but he was drunk. Haiz. Thank God, I reached home in one piece. This is a part of me which I need to change and improve on. Haizz

Mmm. Just suddenly have this thought of my post today. Wow!!!. I'm totally RANDOM!!! Haha. Just blogging whatever that comes to my mind. Haha.

True enough, I'm really blogging whatever that comes to my mind and not thinking or worrying if it links or whatever. Hohoho.

Now time is 2pm. 3.5 hours more to go before the coveted 5.30pm. Haha.

Shall stop now before I start getting crappy and piss the hell out of any poor soul who is reading this.

STOP!!!

Quote: "My philosophy of life is that if we make up our mind what we are going to make of our lives, then work hard toward that goal, we never lose -- somehow we win out." ~ Ronald Reagan

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

the Time has come...

Let's Begin.......

Reflections, Decisions Now it's Actions. Over the past few days, I practically did nothing. Not even using much of my brain. Even at work, everything I do need not any brains. I'm too smart for my job? Mmm...

I had been reflecting on myself for the past few days and whenever I do self reflection, it always brings me to a very low point of my life and mood. I will become extremely sensitive and negative. Value or flaw? Up to each individual to decide. After every self reflection, although I will super down during the course of it, I will always survive through it. Alone. As usual, no one around me is able to feel that I'm down, that's why I always spend the darkest hours of my life alone in fear and agony.

However, I'm me again now. Emerging stronger and better than before. Like caterpillar emerging from a cocoon, I emerged from my dark room once again, better than before, stronger than before, with another story to tell and more experience to share.

Perhaps I think too much and too frequently. Sometimes, those who knows me better, will tell me not to think so much. But that's me, take away that part and you will lose me, be it Songen, Jason, J or Dr J.

Now its the phase after self reflection again. It's the action phase. I had made decisions and re-pioritise myself. So only putting my decisions into action can improve myself and become better.

I had recently think of my mood swing trends and here are the findings. I can actually predict my mood swings.

1) Mood Down (3 days)
2) Reflection (2 days)
3) Decision making (2 days)
4) Action (time varies from 1 day to 1 week)
5) Success & Hyper Happy Mood (1 week)
6) Neutral towards things around me (1 week)
Go to step 1 again...

So based on the timeline above, I will be happy only for 2 weeks where I take action after decision making and riding on the success of my actions. Mmm. Another more IMPORTANT finding is that I will have a mood swing every month. WTF??? Am I a female going through PMS??? shit.... I turning GAY!!!! Muahaha...

Ok. Some quick updates since Sunday.

Work as usual yesterday. Afternoon, met Shernise for lunch. She shared this theory or concept with me.

How much does a can of COKE cost in the following places?

- Supermarts = $0.90
- Coffee Shop = $1.20
- Restaurants = $3.00
- Pubs or Clubs = $8.00

So, it's the same can of coke, or same quality but why does the value varies so much. It's the same as us. I see myself as a coke in the supermart now. I have potential and quality. However my current workplace is not giving me recognition. However, I will bid my time and unltimately become a coke in a pub or even a collectors items someday.

Okie. Just some train of thoughts.

After work, went home, played with my dog and after that went to play some soccer. Reached home around 10pm, had dinner, watch some TV Programs and slept.

So that's about it. Will be having lessons tonight.

Quote: "One important key to success is self-confidence. An important key to self-confidence is preparation."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Stay FOCUSED!!!

Let's Begin........

For the past few days, I had been damm unfocused. Really. Be it in work, studies or Life. Just suddenly lost the drive to do anything. Now, I got quite a few datelines. BUT I just cannot be bothered about it.

1st March 05 - Hand in Business Economics Project.
5th March 05 - Hand in Business Process Analysis Assignment 1
5th March 05 - Hand in Business Process Analysis Project Outline.

Jialat. Really no start anything and somemore I goin overseas next week. Haiz. Dunno why I so unbothered. Totally unlike me.

Anyway, let's update a bit on what I had been up to.

Thursday
Work as usual and after that, went to TPY for a swim. After swim, had dinner and then lessons from 8.30pm till 10 pm.

Friday
What's new? After work, go study again. After 10pm, stayed on at sch to discuss project till 11pm then go home.

Saturday
Went to work in the morning. After work, headed straight home to sleep till 6pm. Then went to watch soccer. After that went with Arthur to send Naren off. Head back home after that.

Sunday
Went church in the morning. Afternoon, met Serena and the 2 Bens at JP. We went to Qian Hu Fish Farm to collect onsite info for our Business Economics project. After that went home, sleep for a while, then go to Chong Pang for dinner. Came home. No slacking around doing practically nothin except breathing. BORED!!!

That's All. Life Sucks!!!

Quote: "Every successful man I have heard of has done the best he could with conditions as he found them..."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Slack Day...

Let's begin.......

Yesterday work was pretty normal. After work, went to have dinner with parents then went back home and change, then went down to JP to meet Sabrina, insurance agent. I decided to do some investment with my CPF. Hehe. Spent about an hour discussing.

After that, went down town to meet Arthur (Poly). Had a nice time chilling at Coffee Club. We decided to play soccer again this weekend. Went home shortly.

On the way home, at Steven's I saw this damm beautiful Dark Blue Skyline with super nice bodykit, rims and spoiler. Wow. Wanted to follow him to admire the car. But he was damm fast... (or mayb I was slow) So by the time before we enter PIE, he was like 9 cars ahead of me. Once we enetered PIE, I could barely see his tailights about 50ms away. I just tried my best. cutting in and out of lanes. But just couldn't find him.

Too bad, exited to BKE then felt sad not able to see the Skyline. WTF? Out of nowhere, I spotted the tail lights of the Skyline again. He took BKE as well and was stuck behind traffic. Haha. Drove up but traffic was kind of heavy. Tried to drive up alongside him but too much traffic. After Mandai exit, I saw an opportunity. After a short decision making of like 2 seconds, I decided to give a try. Coz' that area is a hot spot for Traffic Police. So this is what happen....


Finally, I was in front of the Skyline. He saw me speeding and cut out to come right behind my back. I suppose he think that I'm playing with him. Haiz. Why so narrow minded. I just want to look at your nice car. So I went to the middle lane to and let him zoom past me. Haiz. But looking at the car again and the speed was great. At least something interesting to spice up the night.

So, what went on in my mind during that 2 seconds of decision making.

- Petrol wasted on the overtaking = $5.00
- Possible Traffic Fine = $120.00
- Court Case for Speeding 70km above speed limit, reckless driving = $1000.00
- Re-taking entire course of driving to get my licence back = $2500.00
- Seeing a Skyline in Action = Priceless!!!

And for everything else, there's MASTERCARD !!!

A song that I'm currently trying to learn. It's a Canto Song.



That's all Folks!!!

Quote: "Just don't give up trying to do what you really want to do. Where there is love and inspiration, I don't think you can go wrong."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Just another Day...

Let's Begin.......

Okie. So let's update. Today Orchard become flower land leh... Sibei many flowers everywhere. Haha. Boost economy mah.. okie lar... at least it's a good thing.

Work was damm busy today and got new bomb thrown on me today. Sianz. Haiz. Anyway, after work went sch. Was damm tired. After school, Arthur came to pick me and we went to join our sec poly friends for a KTV session. Nice to catch up again with all of them. This Arthur, disappear for so long liaoz then suddenly appear again. Still remember the good times we spent back in poly staying late playing soccer. After playing with him yesterday, brought back the good memories. Perhaps I'm fated to be great brothers with pple name starting with 'A'.

It's true. See got Aaron, Arthur (UWA) & Arthur (Poly). Wanted to jio Arthur(UWA) last night to eat Nasi Lemak with Alex and Eugene but he not free. So, I sms Alex and Eugene that me and Arthur (Poly) wanted to meet up. Haha. Imagine the shock they got. Hehe. Must find one day to bring the 2 Arthur together. They are quite alike actually. (As in height) OOps.... muahaha....

Okie. I digress alot liaoz. Realli sang alot just now. Feels good to catch up with all the good friends from Poly and on Valentine's Day. After singing, Arthur send me back. We decided to go out again this weekend. Hehe.

Tomorrow got lots of meeting. Got to rest early. Nites everyone.

Quote: "Life is change. Growth is optional. Choose wisely."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

It's VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

Let's Begin.......

Well well well... It's Valentine's Day once again. It's the time of the year to show how much that special someone means to you by showering her with "Love"

What does Love in this case equates to?

Defination of Love during Valentine's Day.
- Flowers
- Expensive Pressies
- Cards from Memory Lane
- Romantic (Expensive) Dinner
- Stroll along some water bodies
- Sweet talking & SMS-es

Is that Love? Perhaps, due to all the movies, dramas nowadays, that's the template of Love. They are not wrong. These are means of showing Love. However, there are more little acts in our daily life that can show how deep a Love you have for your partner.

For example:
On a rainy day, just appear outside her work place or school at knock off time to pick her up when you are equally tired as well. It's about the effort and the thought. Putting away your own rest time so that she will have a faster and safer journey home and able to rest.

Or realising that she is recently stress or tired from work and hence buying her some Vitamin C pills so that she will not fall sick.

It's about caring and not expecting anything in return. It's about Loving more than your partner loves you. Just the thought of her being fine and happy is the best reward for your efforts. That's Love!

If we want to continue talking about Love, cannot end. Then I have to write Memoirs of Love. Hahaha. Let's digress...

Ok, as promised yesterday. Here are the pictures.

*Totally late I know but here are the pics taken before Chinese New Year when we went KTV singing with Ben and Co.

* Serena was so excited when Ben sang like Aaron Kwok so she wanted to take a picture with her idol


*The pics me and Jiayin took when we went Bird Hill

* The moon look very scary that night


Okie. A short story.

I came home the other and wanted to sh*t and bath. Went I was about to start my business, wah lao. saw a bee flying in the toliet and the bee like very buay zai. Fly zig zag one. Sianz. I was thinking, if I shit halfway then the bee wan to fly towards me and sting me then siao liaoz. So decided to kill it first. After a few rounds of fighting, arming myself with a towel around my bottom and a rolled-up newspaper in my right hand. I finally killed the bee!!! *Feels proud. I gave the bee handicap hor. Dun say I bully. Coz my left hand was holding on the the towel all the while to prevent it from dropping.

*Mr Bee RIP (??/??/?? ~ 12/02/06)


Yesterday, after work, went home, changed then Arthur came to pick me and we went to play soccer. After soccer, I went to meet Armii for a while and went back to Chong Pang Nasi Lemak to meet Arthur, Alex & Eugene for supper. Chilled till like 12 am then went back home.

Today, after work, will be going classes. Haha. Tonight, I will know who are the singletons in my class. Muahaha!!! After class is planning a KTV session with Alex & Eugene. Perhaps Arthur and Stella will come along as well. We shall sing all those sad sad love songs. Wahahaha!!!

Okie. That's all guys. Happy Valentine's Day once again and have GREAT SEX!!!!

Quote: "There is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

He's gone...

Let's begin.......

Okie.So wat happened during the weekend. Mmm. Let's update.

Saturday
Morning went to work till 12pm then headed down to River Hongbao to visit Joyce & Yan Ping. Pitiful souls. Had been working there before New Year till now. Left for home around 3pm. Reach home, hit the sack. Was damm tired! Woke up for dinner and after that watch some TV.

Headed down to Jurong to meet Jiayin. Didn't meet for a long time le. So catch up lor. Bought some drinks and tidbits at 7-11 and headed to Bird Hill. Chatted there till 11 plus den send her home. Took some pics. Will update them soon.

After sending her home, went to meet Eve to get my stuffs back from her. She look damm tried and shag. Must be the work. It's actually her birthday and she is working at home. Poor thing. Left for home shortly.

Reached home, bathed and watch soccer. Sleep at 3am.

Sunday
Went to church in the morning. After that went BB to meet Clare. He's leaving on Monday so I dedicate the whole day for him. Followed him to a temple in Geylang and after that we went "Si Ma Lu" We went to take a look at some "Fengshui" stuffs and bought some. I will talk more about it in the next entry. We then went to catch "I not stupid too"

It's a good show and I have to control my tears. Coz' its touching. I'm surprised that I was tearing. Coz it's been a long time since I felt soft hearted. Perhaps the old me is back. Yeah. Jack Neo never fails to make me feel that my ticket money is worth the entertainment. Hehe.

Perhaps the reason why I feel so much is coz' I can see myself in the show. Haiz.

Okie. After movie, we had dinner at Bugis and then headed to town. Went with him to do some last minute shopping. After that we went coffee club to chill. 2 of his friends came down and Dennis came down as well.

Left around 11pm and headed back home.

This morning, had a chat with Clare before he board the plane. He will be back during July. Haiz. To me Clare is more than a friend. He is:
- Brother
- Mahjong Kakhi
- Fishing Buddy
- SHK brother
- F**ker
- Bast**d
- Glutton
Lastly, someone to depend on.... (awwww)
[*I lied again... =( ]

*When was the last time you praised someone?
*When was the last time someone praise you?
*Brighten someone's day today by looking at his/her positive points and encourge them.

Okie that's about all. Shall update more pictures on the next post. Keep a lookout!!!

Quote: "There are no secrets to success. It is the result of preparation, hard work, learning from failure."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Life is Fragile

Let's Begin.......

Last night or rather this morning, Clare was around my area after sending his gf home, so he jio me down for a chat. Went to the fridge to arm myself with 2 cans of drink. On reaching the lift lobby, saw 2 police cars, an ambulance and some cordorned off area. First thought that came to my mind. "Not again"

Throughout my life, I had witness till now, 6 cases of comitting sucide via bungee jumping of the flat without the bungee. 3 Cases when I lived in CCK and in Marsiling another 3. Haiz. Why does this kind of things always happen near me. When I saw the body, me and Clare just walk away from the scene and went to the park to chat. Indifference as I had seen quite a few cases. People gather around to watch and gossip. What's so nice to gossip about. Nothing interesting. It's in fact sad.

I always told people that if I ever want to commit sucide, I will never choose jumping to death. Let's discuss...

1) Overdosage of medicine - If I had taken medicine and happen to regret halfway, I still can call for help and they can pump out whatever I had taken and have a chance of survival. After that, during court trial, I can always say that I accidently took too much sleeping pills.

2) Cutting my wrist - Most unlikely to die as I have too much blood and someone will discover me. During court trial, I can say that I'm super clumsy and accidently cut myself.

3) Running across a road - Cannot do this coz I will bring harm to other people.

4) Drowning myself - I'm too good a swimmer and with so much fats, I can't possibly drown.

5) Jump to death - Seems exciting to do free falling. But if I regret halfway, there's nothing I can do but wait for the "thud" sound and then black out.

Hence, there's a tie:

Cutting Wrist Vs Overdosage of Medicine

For me Winner: Cutting of wrist.

Let's discuss: If I want to eat so much medicine, it means that I have to buy. Buying means spending money. See lar. Want to die still need to waste money. WTH?

If it's cutting my wrist, come on, there are abundance of knives at home. Even if I want to buy, I can always buy those cheap foldable 20Cents penkife from the friendly neighbourhood bookshop.

I'm always proud of my decision making skills coz they always go through many stages of deep thinking before the decision is made.

Mmm... how did I come till this topic. Let's just stop here before I digress too much. Wahaha.

Okie, I'm now in office. Super bored. Just waiting for half an hour more then I shall set off to River Hong Bao (RHB) Promised to visit the PICO staffs there. Tomorrow is the last day so better go today.

Will be meeting Clare tomorrow after church to accompany him. Tomorrow will be his last day in Singapore before he leaves for Perth again on Monday morning. Can't send him off coz I have a meeting. Haiz. Sorry bro.

Okie. That's about all. I should be spending a boring saturday again. Nowadays, really just having a simple life. No clubbing so far. I try not to club at all this year. Let's see if I can do it. Been going to less KTV sessions. More healthy activities like swimming, badminton, soccer, jogging. Yes jogging. Perhaps shall stay at home and watch TV, revise my school work and wait to watch a soccer match before sleeping. Sounds good. hehe. Simple life. Ain't it sweet?

That's all folks.

*14 days to BANGKOK!!!

Quote: "It is most helpful when the part you play to make each of your dreams come true includes contributing to someone else's dream as well."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Sick today for a better tomorrow.

Let's Begin.......

Was damm sick yesterday. After work, went to TPY and met Ben for a swim b4 lessons at 8.30pm. After went home, started feeling funnie. My left shoulder was aching and the pain was unbearable. The starting to have gastric.

Tried to sleep at 1am. However, tossed and turned. A while shoulder pain, a while gastric. In the end, I forgot how many times I went to the toliet to viomit and shit... Haiz.. till around 5am, I felt better then slept.

So in the end, I didn't go work and stayed at home and slept till 3pm. Went to class and reached home ard 11pm. Now still feeling a bit tired. Got to work tomorrow. So got to rest early.

Anyway, yesterday, Ben brought some laughter to me.

At the lift lobby, we met Leon, our MM tutor. Ben said hi and Leon gave a blur look. so Ben remind Leon who he is. Ben said to Leon. "I was Benjamin" We then went into the lift. I broke out laughing. Wahaha... WTH?? So I asked him... so you are Steven now or who. Coz you used to be Benjamin mah... haha.. anyway... it's a harmless joke... okie... that's all...

Quote: "Love is a force of Nature"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Tired

Let's Begin.......

After work yesterday, rushed home, changed and rushed to CWP to meet Clare. We then went to woodlands sports hall to have our badminton session till 10pm. Was damm shag but we had a good time playing. Enjoyed.

After that went to the coffeeshop near my house to have western food. Clare ordered the super nice "Culet with gravy" while I sat there watching him eat coz I didn't feel like eating yet. After he finished his culet, he was still hungry, so he ordere another 2 chicken wings. Hahaha... Glutton.

After he finished his wings, I then ordered my food as I started to get hungry and did not have my dinner yet. So, ordered 3 wings. Damm nice and hot. Hehe...

Went home after that and had a nice bath. Chatted for a while and then watch Jacky Wu show. Damm funnie and had a nice time laughing till stomach. He really had all this kind of crap ideas... Muahahaha....

This morning, woke up with a bad headache. Damm sianz. Must be last night the aircon blasting at me. Was deciding to come to work or not. In the end, I lost to myself and decided to come to work. Coz' I'm hardworking by nature. *beams.... Popped PAINKILLERS then came to office. Feeling much better now. Just had breakfast....

Okie... gotta start work now. Going to swim later after work before lessons... buaiz...

Quote: "Become a Possibilitarian. No matter how dark things seem to be or actually are, raise your sights and see possibilities—always see them, for they're always there."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Ngorongoro Crater

Was doing my after lunch surfing when I came across this place. Amazing.....



The Ngorongoro crater is one of the finest places in Tanzania for watching game. It's a must see and it should be on the top of your priority list.
In fact, it's not really a crater it's a caldera, a collapsed volcano. The crater (we still call it a crater) has a diameter of 19km, it is about 600m deep. The bottom is flat, almost treeless and filled with some small creeks and lakes.
Ngorongoro is thought to have formed about 2.5 million years ago from a large volcano whose cone collapsed inward after a major eruption, leaving the present vast, unbroken caldera as its landmark.
The crater is loaded with game. Gazelles, zebra's, elephants, hyena's, buffalo's, hippos, lions and many many birds including ostriches. Only the giraffe is not present. The steep pathway down into the crater forbids this tall legged animal to descend.

This shall be another dream location to see the creation of Mama Nature... muahaha

Quote: "Champions aren't made in the gyms. Champions are made from something they have deep inside them—a desire, a dream, a vision."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

What if?

Let's Begin.......

This will be a long post...

The night before, I registered my first night where I cannot sleep. I just couldn't sleep. For those who know me, I'm pig. I can tok on the phone and suddenly sleep once you keep silent for like 5 seconds. I used to practice sleep driving alot. But now no longer. Bascially, I just sleep alot lor. So I was puzzled when I couldn't sleep. I lie on my bed from like 1.30am and until 4.30am, still wide awake. Really very very awake. I dunno why. Perhaps there were too many things on my mind. Too many plans and ideas.

I always think... think too much... Once I start to have a thought, I will convert them into ideas and finally into a feasible plan. Think think think.... JasunZ, you think too much le lar. Life is very simple. I wish I can live a simple life. Just strike the 10million toto and live a simple life. Wahaha.

I can always donate 600K to the charity. Coz' it's just peanuts to me. Oops... did I quote someone. And I will donate the rest of the money to DBS and UOB. MY accounts muahaha. Living on the interest alone is very comfortable. Haha. Then I shall open a small cafe by one of the beaches at sentosa and live LIFE!!!

Wishful thinking.. stop dreaming.... WAKE UP!!! If I want to have these kind of dreams, I know buying toto won't make it... must buy 4D instead.... coz more chance of striking... wahahahaha...

I would say that I'm at a transition stage of my life and I'm changing. I hope I will become a better person after all these. Only the people around me can be my judge. I always like to meet new people. Coz everyone got a story to tell and something to learn from be it good or bad. Their ideas and thoughts shared with me are grown in them after many years and their own experiences and chatting and sharing with them is such an experience. Something that money cannot buy. That's why I like meeting new people.

I had this strange thinking this morning... Must be due to the recent TOTO NEW YEAR ANGPOW $10million draw..... again..... Haha... What if.......

Suppose I become an instant millionare this Friday afte 10pm.What will happen to me? I think nothing good. Coz I'm evil by nature. More $$$ means I will be worse. Coz $$$ is a very evil thing... so the more $$$ a person have if he/she doesn't know how to use it wisely... jia lat... so since I got damm little $$$... I'm should be a damm good person... hahaha... *beams... feels proud...

Another case... what if one day I got under the curse of a spell and got damm ugly looks... those typical Steven Chow movies...

From this...


to this...


OMG!!! What will happen if I look like this one day and with superlow intellect. Liaoz. I showed Aaron this picture and he say that if any ger likes me when I look like this, I must keep her... coz she precious... true.... If any ger likes me with this kind of looks... She must be damm nice... coz she is doing charity... muahahaha.....

okok... I digress alot already... shit... from TOTO to this..wtf??

Now some updates... been quite busy recently. Work is getting hectic.... plus I need to go for classes 3 times a week at least... so this is my week schedule.

Mon -- Day Work, Night Soccer
Tue -- Day Work, Night Class
Wed -- Day Work, Night Swim
Thurs -- Day Work, Night Class
Fri -- Day Work, Night Class
Sat -- Alt weekend work, Night Revision for studies
Sunday -- Day Church, Night Revision for studies

*Night is until 12midnite. after that is mahjong... muahaha

So this is a week for me. So where's personal time. Haiz. Been realli busy recently and didn't realli catch up with Alex, Kenneth, Gi, Armii & Eve. Cannot... must meet friends. Cannot forsake them or break contact....

Okie lar... That should be about all I want to say today... It's Wed... YEAH!!.. tonite not going swimming but goin to play badminton.. Hehe... muacks....

Cheers guys!

Quote: "Trust yourself. Create the kind of self that you will be happy to live with all your life. Make the most of yourself by fanning the tiny, inner sparks of possibility into flames of achievement." ~ Foster C. McClellan

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

I had changed...

Let's Begin.......

Recently, I had been reflecting on myself. I realised that I had changed. I'm no longer that feeling. Not so sentimental. To put it more crudely, I becoming cruel. Haiz.

True. After being in the society for 1 year plus. Although I had learnt alot about working protocols and interpersonnel releationships, I am beginning to lose myself. Everything is dollars and cents. I hate it. I had became tamer in some sense as well. I used to find every chance to go clubbing with my friends. But since the New Year, I hadn't gone clubbing although so many friends had constantly asked me to club, be it old time favourite DBL O, Zouk or even the lastest trend MOS. I only chill with friends, go out for a simple movie or mahjong to pass time. When I'm alone, I will go swimming or play some soccer or just watching TV at home. Am I losing my life? Or it shows that I had grown to another stage of my life where my piorities had changed.

Things that I loved to do, no longer hold any special meaning for me. I also cannot believe it when my classmate "gers" ask me go clubbing and I rejected it and stayed at home reading a book. Wahaha. Jason??? Mmm... interesting.

But I'm enjoying it so far. I appreciate the peace that I get from doing simple things in Life, leading a simple lifestlye and keeping everything simple.

I had made a mistake early this year and hurt someone. I'm really sorry about that. But what's been done is done and over already. I can only make up by not making the same mistake again. As I would always like to quote Gi.

"Experience is a cruel teacher but it is the best teacher" &
"Do what your heart tells you is right but just be prepared to accept the consquences from you decision."

The above 2 lines are what had been guiding me for the past 2 years plus. It's been sometime and I still keep them by my heart. As a result of that, I had changed from a guy who didn't make much decisions and had no mind of his own to someone totally different. But I like the change and welcome it fully.

Chinese New Year for me is over and I will be back to reality. I only look forward to the Bangkok trip at the end of this month. Hehe. Have some savings where I can do some intensive shopping. Already planned my luggage. I wil be wearing one set of clothings, bringing 1 set and my backpack with a foldable bag. That will be all. All less than 5 kgs. Hahaha.

I will be 24 this year. Mmm. Really getting old. Time to start some, time to end some. There's always a time for certain things but I know now is the time for other things. I will live by what I set for myself and await till I'm 30 years old. (Remember the promise?) Just another 6 years. 6 years.... Already, it's been 6 years. What is another 6 years? Nothing.

A bit tired now. Old already so shall go take my afternoon nap. Byez.

Quote: "We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful about what we pretend to be."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Chinese New Year. HUAT AH!!!

Let's Begin.......

HUAT AR!!!

Haha... Chinese New Year is good. They say what Dog year, Dog no good. But so far good for me leh... mayb coz I scorpio lor... so no effect... hehe...

Anyway, dunno where to update from... lets begin with Chu Xi. On Saturday, still have lessons... pui... then after lessons, went KTV Session with my classmates at TPY then I took cab home. Had a nice reunion dinner. Stayed at home for count down.

Next day, went to church, then after that went around to visit relatives. Not much to visit oso. Only 2 house. Haha. At night went Ben's place to play mahjong. Played from 11.30pm to next day 8am. Played 4 rounds. After that went home to rest and sleep till 6pm. Then woke up, went Arthur's house for dinner and played black jack and later mahjong till 2am. Went home. Sleep...

Woke up ard 11, stayed at home for a while.. then met Clarence and went to Arthurs new house, then Balckjack and mahjong again. Hahaha... played till like 1 am plus then went home.

Yesterday got lessons at night and not working in the day, so went to watch "Fearless" with Clare, Arthur and Stella. Nice movie leh. Worth the money. Went for classes at night. What I did after that should not be mentioned here.

Today, woke up feeling tired. First day of work after a long break and tonight still having lessons. Haiz. Okie lar. Work is picking up. Starting to get busy. Buaiz.

Quote: "The values that we live by are worth more when we pass them on"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax