Monday, October 03, 2005

The Future Lies Ahead...

Indeed, no one in this world has a freaking idea of what's going to happen the very next instant. This is life huh... Only time will tell everything. Life is full of surprises, ups and downs. That's why in recent years, I had came to terms with myself to live life the way I want to and do what my heart tells me to. BUT remember not to regret you actions and accept whatever the consquences that may come as a result of your choice. Experience is a cruel teacher but good teacher. I had indeed went through a bit recently and my eyes had opened to the cruelty of the world. I had seen the ugly side which I did not see in the past thou they were there. Sometimes, it's indeed good to know less and life will be much simplier and happier.

My friends sometimes ask me why I don't smile much. I just reply, what's there to be happy about. Haiz... damm negative rite... how can I be like that. But realli, I dun see the point of smiling if there's nothing to be happy about... or else pple later send me to Hougang Chalet how...

Now, in office. Having an appointment with boss to discuss my new contract... haiz... damm sianz... feel like having a good break and juz slack... hahaha..... enjoying my studies... have made some good friends so everything is good.... work wise, hoping to get it sorted out by this week.

I was telling my friend yesterday that I always have this question and doubt in my mind. Let's say: If 1 day, I fall into a coma or am dying, who are the person that will come to see me and cry for me. (besides my family) What had I left behind in this world? Will there be anyone who will come and cry for me? Mmmmm... I dunno tooo.... seems like a question that I will find out only when I get into a COMA... hahaha... ask my friend to knock my head later... whahaha... interested pple to visit me, pls go Mt Elizabeth Ward 54 Bed 7.... hahahaha... juz joking...

Okie... suppose that's all for now... shall stop here...

Quote: "Once you had loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax