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Been back from Beijing for 2 weeks now. Had been really busy as its straight to reservist upon reaching home for another 2 weeks. But now finally I finished reservist and will be back to office on Monday after one month of absence. I'm sure all in office miss me... hahaha... thinking too much...
I'm still not sleeping. I'm physically tired. I went to play badminton with Andy, Kelvin & Joey which after that we had a nice dinner and went to Party World for some songs. We then dropped by Jalan Kayu for some "teh-tarik". Andy was then nice to send me home while Joey sent Kelvin home.
I'm really tired. I can't sleep. My brain is thinking thinking. I'm reasoning with myself. I have some issues I need to think through. I'm always a rational & logical person. I always stick to my beliefs and principles. As per what Kelvin & Andy say, I'm always full of principles and my own made self beliefs and values which I keep them. BUT they also notice that I do have soft spots which sometime can change my decisions.
I want to believe I'm still rational. One reason why I am who I am today is coz I think through everything in life. I always list out all the possibilities and uncertainity of every decision and the consequences that somes along with the decision. I then make the most rational and logical decision.
This is the reason why I'm still thinking at this hour. Been thinking for the past one week. Been thinking for the past 3 yrs.
Perhaps, I can no longer use my brain to think... Perhaps its time to start using my heart to think as well. You know those Hollywood movies where they inspire you to "follow your heart" Haha. I'm sure this line is familiar... Damm Hollywood...
Where there is Happiness, comes Sadness. Where there is Gain, comes Loss. All things in this universe is interlinked and goes around. No one can be in gain forever nor anyone always having that same happiness.
In fact, I had already thought through everything long time ago and finished the entire thought process. I had laid out all the possible decisions and narrowed out the clear "Right" decision to make. However I did not pick that most rational decision. I chose the others.
This is not a simple issue. Perhaps thats why we are made human. Pure Brain Activity Decisions do not carry feelings. Perhaps we all need to think more with our heart. That's when we can be true to ourself and make a decision that will not end in regrets later in Life.
Right now. I had never been clearer about the decision I had made. I'm only more confident and determined. As my one of my own value which I hold dear. I had made it the quote for this post.
Blogging just rocks!
Quote: "I rather try & fail... then fail to try"
~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax
Been back from Beijing for 2 weeks now. Had been really busy as its straight to reservist upon reaching home for another 2 weeks. But now finally I finished reservist and will be back to office on Monday after one month of absence. I'm sure all in office miss me... hahaha... thinking too much...
Perhaps I'm really thinking too much....
Time: 2.50am
I'm still not sleeping. I'm physically tired. I went to play badminton with Andy, Kelvin & Joey which after that we had a nice dinner and went to Party World for some songs. We then dropped by Jalan Kayu for some "teh-tarik". Andy was then nice to send me home while Joey sent Kelvin home.
I'm really tired. I can't sleep. My brain is thinking thinking. I'm reasoning with myself. I have some issues I need to think through. I'm always a rational & logical person. I always stick to my beliefs and principles. As per what Kelvin & Andy say, I'm always full of principles and my own made self beliefs and values which I keep them. BUT they also notice that I do have soft spots which sometime can change my decisions.
I want to believe I'm still rational. One reason why I am who I am today is coz I think through everything in life. I always list out all the possibilities and uncertainity of every decision and the consequences that somes along with the decision. I then make the most rational and logical decision.
This is the reason why I'm still thinking at this hour. Been thinking for the past one week. Been thinking for the past 3 yrs.
Still thinking.....
Perhaps, I can no longer use my brain to think... Perhaps its time to start using my heart to think as well. You know those Hollywood movies where they inspire you to "follow your heart" Haha. I'm sure this line is familiar... Damm Hollywood...
Where there is Happiness, comes Sadness. Where there is Gain, comes Loss. All things in this universe is interlinked and goes around. No one can be in gain forever nor anyone always having that same happiness.
In fact, I had already thought through everything long time ago and finished the entire thought process. I had laid out all the possible decisions and narrowed out the clear "Right" decision to make. However I did not pick that most rational decision. I chose the others.
Why?
This is not a simple issue. Perhaps thats why we are made human. Pure Brain Activity Decisions do not carry feelings. Perhaps we all need to think more with our heart. That's when we can be true to ourself and make a decision that will not end in regrets later in Life.
Right now. I had never been clearer about the decision I had made. I'm only more confident and determined. As my one of my own value which I hold dear. I had made it the quote for this post.
Anyway, I feel much better and never more clear...
Blogging just rocks!
Quote: "I rather try & fail... then fail to try"
~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax
posted by Without Wax at 3:10 AM
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