Thoughts in my mind

Blog the thoughts!

Been thinking alot recently... erm.. wats new about that? I had always been thinking or else it wun b me.

Lets update first...

Recently, life had been pretty much of a routine for me. Working on weekdays and perhaps meeting Dennis & Clarence on weekends or staying at home slacking ard. Really kind of quiet life nowadays.

Today was suppose to go Sentosa with Dennis and Clarence but it was raining. In the end, went to Den's house to play mj till 12am plus. Reached home at 1am but couldn't sleep until now. So I'm blogging...

Time: 2.45am

Was discussing with Clare in this afternoon if it is more important to find someone you love or someone who love you.I used to believe in the former but my thinking had perhaps shifted a bit. The basic question is: "Do you love the person because you need her or do you need the person because you love her?"

Although there is only a shift in the place of the 2 words need & love, the difference is vast. We came to the conclusion that although the later is the correct one, the society is shifting towards the former. It might not necessary be bad thou.

Time: 2.50am

My ZZZ monster is starting to set in. . .

Its 60 days before I finish my last exam paper. I had started the countdown timer for it. I just can't wait for it to be over so that I can have a load off my mind. Life will definately change alot after I finish my studies. Not only I will have more free time, mentally, it is a relief. However, that also means that I will have to change my routine of life which I had been having for the past 2yrs plus.

It will not be easy but gotta try. Yawnz... really feeling slpy now.

Just some updates. I will be going Beijing for 1 week in August and followed by another 5 days in HKG. Some travelling to do but its cool.

Shall stop here for now. I know I should blog more regularly. I will try to do so. Cheers!

Time: 2.55am = Sleeping Time!

Quote: "I love you not because I need you. I need you because I love you!"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

I'm losing myself

Blog...

Have I recovered? I do not know. Its been more than 4 years. Perhaps I have not or maybe I had but I can't forget.

Life had been good recently. Bought a PSP so that it can be my best friend on my journey to work and back home. Been reaching home real early once I finish work and now I can relax in front of the TV at 7pm and watch some TV while lying on my bed.

No life?

Not really I think. Its good to have a change of environment and time to myself in my small world without the hassle of whats happening outside. Hiding myself? Definately not. Its kind of hard thou. Hahaha.

2 more months and it will be over. By this I mean my degree studies. Been on going for 2 yrs and I just can't wait to finish the last exam paper in september and hand it in before shouting to the sky and breathing out a sense of relief.

Life will definately change as I have even more free time to myself. Mmm. Got to perhaps pick up some new activities or hobbies like stamp collecting, origami, planting flowers, rearing fish etc. Hahaha. Mmm... I wonder if I will do that.

Perhaps I shall go back to playing piano and pick it back again. Hopefully the touch isn't too "lost". It will be good to get a few nice chinese songs to sing and play at the same time... Awwww

The new job is good so far and really been using lots of brain power. It just further improve my ability to think and analysis; problem solver. Weee.

I just came back from prawning with Dennis, Yiling and Clarence. He just touched down this afternoon and we met up after so long. Finally everyone is back and we can get back once again. Its been an eventful 2 yrs since 3 of us started our Bachelor studies. Although all 3 of us chose different paths, we achieved our goals in the end. Erm... as for me, in another 2 mths time. Haha.

Time is 1.48am now and I have no mood to slp. Haha. Since when do normal people need mood to slp. But I'm not a normal person hence, trying to tire myself out before falling into sleep without any dreams.

I just decided to watch a DVD then perhaps I will be tired halfway and fall asleep. Thats what I'm going to do now. Hehe. Brillant idea of mine. Haha.

I miss someone!

Nites!

Quote: "The real contest is always between what you've done and what you're capable of doing. You measure yourself against yourself and nobody else."

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax

Seclusion

Blogging in Seclusion

I'm going into seclusion very very soon. Need to redefine my piorities and "wake up my idea" and plan for the 2nd part of the year and determine the PPIs (Personal Performance Indicators) to achieve.

I just did a Personality Survey this morning and the results show that I'm a Helper, Achiever & Peace Maker. Mmm... Perhaps I didn't know myself well enough.

The Helper. The caring, interpersonal type. They are empathetic, sincere, and warm-hearted. They are friendly, generous, and self-sacrificing, but can also be sentimental, flattering, and people-pleasing. They are well-meaning and driven to be close to others, but can slip into doing things for others in order to be needed. They typically have problems with possessiveness and with acknowledging their own needs. At their Best: unselfish and altruistic, they have unconditional love for others.

The Achiever. The adaptable, success-oriented type. They are self-assured, attractive, and charming. Ambitious, competent, and energetic, they can also be status-conscious and highly driven for advancement. They are diplomatic and poised, but can also be overly concerned with their image and what others think of them. They typically have problems with workaholism and competitiveness. At their Best: self-accepting, authentic, everything they seem to be—role models who inspire others.

The Peacemaker. The easy-going, self-effacing type. They are accepting, trusting, and stable. They are usually creative, optimistic, and supportive, but can also be too willing to go along with others to keep the peace. They want everything to go smoothly and be without conflict, but they can also tend to be complacent, simplifying problems and minimizing anything upsetting. They typically have problems with inertia and stubbornness. At their Best: indomitable and all-embracing, they are able to bring people together and heal conflicts.

Some interesting facts about myself if the personality test is accurate. I do agree with some of those points mentioned.

Bought my PSP recently. Finally after such a long long long time, decided to buy one and enterain myself. Ever since I got it, the journey to work and home had never been shorter. Time seems to fly by so fast when you are on your PSP. Cools...

Not going to blog much of my thoughts will leave them till I come out of seclusion.

ByeZ!

Quote: "Our attitudes control our lives. Attitudes are a secret power working twenty-four hours a day, for good or bad. It is of paramount importance that we know how to harness and control this great force." ~Tom Blandi

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax