am i hurt?

Let's Begin.......

I dunno what to say...

I dunno what to think...

I dunno how to react...

I dunno what will happen...

I realli realli dunno...

I'm thrown back, thrown away, thrown out.... all alone...

I didn't know what to do. I just drove aimlessly around, not knowing where to go and what to do. I just kept driving straight. Then I kept turning and turning and turning. I'm glad I braked when I had to. I finally found my solace at my own place. The place where I always go when I'm lost and down and almost out.

I just sat there staring into nothing. Listening to the sea lapping at the shore. Watching the lights and peeking into the dark night sky hoping for some stars... some light to brighten up an otherwise stale and cold night.

I wish for company at the point but I knew none will come to me. Perhaps I'm just suffering the retribution I had earned for myself. Or perhaps this is just my life. My existence is to be there for all my friends.

I'm alone. I dunno what I had done to my life. Am I a failure at friendships? Had I not done enough? Or perhaps I should just be alone and keep to my old self.

I dunno.

The only thing I know now is that I'm hurt deeply. So much that I dun feel anything and I'm afraid coz I'm not feeling anything and it is not good.


To the shadow, return I shall.
For in this world, nothing prevails.
Nothing to seek, all had been lost.
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Till the star make bright a night,
In my shadow, stay I will.

Quote: "Never hurt a love that loves, never love a love that hurts"

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax