Revival

Today is another busy busy day. Stayed over at Aaron's place last nite after playing soccer till ard 11pm. We watched Lemony Snickets, "A series of unfortunate events" After the show, we were asking wat was the story trying to tell us. After that we both knock out.

Work was rushing here, rushing there, went to bras brasah to collect Company stamp and have lunch... it started to rain and both of us like idiots standing in the rain trying to get a cab until we decided that the rain was getting heavier and it would be a fantastic idea to wait at the bus stop for a taxi... hahaha.... work all the way till 6 plus... seems like i'm doin OT everyday... juz that got no OT pay... smart... put an "Executive" there then dun hav OT.... I rather dun hav the word "Executive" and collect OT... hehe...

Came home... on the way home, got seat on MRT... damm heng... dunno y... then I heard this song.... The Reason by Hoobastank. I had heard this song so many times... but this time, I realli concentrate on the lyrics and understand it... I felt that the song just relates to me. What I'm feeling, almost everyday, since that fateful day when I saw her backview. I thought I got over everything...I indeed moved on, like I always do, but a part of me was left behind..... When I replay this song and listen not to the music by the lyrics again, my heart juz went cold. The similar pain that I felt sometime ago was back and it felt just like yesterday. Came home and had the urge to jog to vent all the fustration built up in me plus all the stress I'm facing at work. Felt so much better after the jog. I used to hate jogging but I juz found out that as I was jogging, I had plenty of time to think thru watever was bugging me and I could think clearly rather than sitting down. I think I shall go jogging regularly.... hehe...

Came home, rested, bath and cook dinner.... after dinner, had some jack daniels.... chat with boss on some work.... think gotta sleep early tonite... kind of tired... tml another long day.... Attached below is the song that enlighten me and prompt me to clear my mind.

Hoobastank - The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so, I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Quote: "Happily ever after begins today"- Giselia Lim

~Nothing is impossible, the impossible just takes longer~
JasunZ, Without Wax